when the children cried,let them know we tried

2010-09-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

OFF TO TUMBLR....!!!

WWW.LOVEOTHERS.TUMBLR.COM

http://loveothers.tumblr.com/

A moment to remember

2010-09-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

Dear journal,

I think this is an awesome movie. First-it has a pretty girl. Second-it has a handsome hunk.
The above sentence is crap. AHAHA.

I've just finished watching it and I think my bed is soaked with tears. HAHA. It's damn sad but very nice,the review says it has a bittersweet ending. Hmm,I think it's sweet. :)

Although it's the September NOliday, I think you(the person reading this) should watch it.

Will you still love and care for your spouse when they've contracted Alzheimer's disease?
This is what the movie is about.

AWESOME SUNDAY

2010-09-05T21:26:00.005+08:00

While most people may flock to COMEX2010,and flood Suntec City Convention Centre....

I was at VICOCITY,level 3,AMPHITHEATRE,appreciating the arts. What a brilliant way to spend my Sunday afternoon. :)

www.philharmonicwinds.org

They played some very catchy tunes like DANCING QUEEN!,ponyo,Michael Buble's SWAY...One very sentimentel,YOU RAISE ME UP by Josh Groban. I like the XINYAO MEDLEY THE MOST. It is a medley of Chinese songs from the 60s to the 90s. :)

There was also a segment when 4 children aged about 10 learning how to conduct a band.
One of them was very cute.
Conductor:Have you conducted a band before?
Boy:Yes
Conductor:Which band?
Boy:Maris Stella High School
Conductor:You sure? I'm a conductor there but I've never seen you!
Boy:My band has 5 person.
crowd:LAUGHTER

I totally and thoroughly enjoyed myself today,THIS IS HOW I SHOULD LEAD MY LIFE,it's not all about studying!! oh yeah man!! I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO ENJOY LIFE. HAHAHA BIG JOKE MAN. :) Whatever it is,it's a SUNDAY,I should be enjoying myself! heh!

Here is the xinyao medley,but it is played by Hwa Chong Institution.

I MUST HANG ON

2010-09-04T19:59:00.002+08:00

At least someone is proud of me even for a short while.

These days...it's so hard.......

for the first time...

new media club!!

2010-09-03T18:07:00.003+08:00

THIS WAS TAKEN WITH A DSLR. BEAUTIFUL ISN'T IT? KNOW WHY...you should know what I'm about to say... COZ GOT ME! hahahahaha!!! :DDD

2 more buddies missing in that picture,nvm,will show you someday! :)

OH GOSH.

Teachers' Day

2010-08-31T16:29:00.004+08:00

Today is a very very special day! :) Teachers's day!! :DD Oh first time celebrating with MI,and first time not really watching the performance as an audience but as a duty personnel. To say that the celebration in MI was good would be an understatement. Some teachers wore their JC uniforms cuz the theme was OLD SCHOOL,so cute right!! ;)

1/4 of the class. Spot the teachers,obviously I'm not. HAHAHA:)

While I was talking to Mrs Yap,Mdm Tao came to me very excitedly,
"SOPHIA!! HOW'S LIFE?!!!"
"very tough uh..."
"I KNOW IT'S TOUGH,BUT YOU MUST HANG ON OKAY!!"

Yes,you bet I will,it is because of people like Mdm Tao that I'm hanging on.

She told Qirui,"You must support her okay!! She was brave to choose this path."
It felt like a gamble when she said that.

Seems that my teachers have a lot of faith in me,I CANNOT LET THEM DOWN!!! At the end of 3 years, although I do not dare to vow,but I really want to go back with a very nice A level cert,show them that their effort always will pay off. :) Secondary school is the place where your foundation is built what. :)

Promo II..grrr,it's really make it or break it already. Make it-off you go to pre-u2,break it-retain in year1. For my parents,teachers and my friends....I WILL DO IT FOR YOU!!!! Most importantly,FOR MYSELF!! :)

Lemme just digress. Men always say women are problem,THEN WHAT ARE THEY? I think as I grow older,I become more of a sexist. But, seriously,I think men are... stupid.

Let me end this post with this song. :)

I wish that I could turn back the clock
Bring the wheels of time to a stop
Back to the days when life was so much better

:)

don't indulge in self-pity

2010-08-27T23:26:00.003+08:00

We gotta hold on
to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference
if we make it or not
we got each other
and that's a lot
FOR LOVE.

When it comes to love,I'm clueless. :( "Remain single is the best",my beloved accounting teacher's favourite phrase. :)

1 more day

2010-08-21T09:57:00.001+08:00

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile with your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

that's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

"A day without a laugh is a wasted day." - Charles Chaplin

Laugh through the sorrow,smile through the pain.

:)

Past not equals to future nor present

2010-08-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Mutton Murtabak!!!! :DDD
(I chomped off the first two tip of the piece then I realize I haven't take a picture of it. )

Know what it's made of? It's prata,then on the inside it's either mutton or chicken,or maybe something else. :)

I love a lonely and quiet dinner. So peaceful and quiet,and it's just me and the food. Me and the murtabak!! :) And had a walk home...

nice...
I think I should consider taking a evening walk everyday after dinner,but does time/work permit?

I wanna slack big time. And I'm seriously contemplating playing truant tmr. :)) Should I???
It's just math and mother tongue tmr!!! Grrr,nvm,maybe I can sign out after mother tongue? hahahaha

I'm mentally exhausted. But I wanna go on.

Maybe I should take a break. A guilt-free break. SOON. :)

What if....?

2010-08-16T18:47:00.001+08:00

we can't tell the future now,but that's just the beauty of the world we know.

:)

AUG13?

2010-08-13T21:16:00.002+08:00

I've never believed the superstition of Friday,13.

Last June,there was a Friday,13. BUT,reportedly,there were lesser accidents and lesser deaths.

Today,however,Aug13,Friday,isn't a very good day.

1)I'M IN A SERIOUS STATE OF CONFUSION
2)I strained my quadriceps. :(

Hmmm,but after confiding in someone,I felt a little,not much though,better. :)

And,after a few stretching exercises,the pain is not that severe,but still palpable. hahaha :)

I really dislike being emotionally down for a long period of time,or let people know that I'm not fine. Sucks man. haha

kkk,here's something I learnt from the Morning Express show,"Friends may come...friends may go...BUT,enemies just accumulate." LOL!!! HAHAHA :)))

gosh..promo2... :(

LEVEL...?

2010-08-11T15:56:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry that my tolerance level is so low,but I really find you sickening and annoying. If you aren't happy,at least be happy for me,that's the least that a friend should or can do. I'm just keeping my tolerance level in the acceptable margin before it stretches and I explode.

For your loved ones,no matter what they do to provoke you,your tolerance level can just stretch and stretch and stretch and you won't explode deep within. You know why? You do it because you love them. But for you,sorry,try harder.

哎哟往着胸口拍一拍呀勇敢站起来
不用心情太坏
哎哟向着天空拜一拜呀别想不开
老天自有安排

Just thought that this song could comfort me for the time being.

The title means stupid child. But don't worry,this phrase "老天爱笨小孩" at the end of the song means,God loves a stupid child. The chorus is telling the child to dust themselves off when they fall and stand up courageously. Don't do foolish act,and God will have his plan for you.

"Two wrong do not make a right",is a saying. The truth is,"Two wrong is...JUST THE BEGINNING!!!" This is so damn hilarious. I got this from listening to the Morning Show hosted by The Flying Dutchman,Vernetta Lopez and Glenn Ong,on CLASS95FM.

I'm feeling neither happy nor sad,and this feeling sucks. But I know my self will come back soon. just wait and see! ;p

New phone!

2010-08-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

Presenting to you....SAMSUNG MONTE!!!! (my new phone)

I think I'm a spoiled brat,I've got a new phone,a quite new laptop,and an iPod. SPOILED...really spoiled. tsktsktsk...so this is the Generation Y youth.

I'm so addicted to IRIS!!! To the extent that I abandon my homework,grrrr,now I've got to rush before school starts tmr!!

Oh,please please please do send me a message stating your name coz I don't wanna transfer the contacts to my new phone.(very tedious laaa XD )

Are you all hyped up for the YOUTH OLYMPICS GAMES?? I'm not. :((((

SOCCER

2010-08-05T21:31:00.004+08:00

I'm a coward no more!!!!

I finally plucked up the courage to go for soccer training!(as if it's that scary...) It was...!! HAHA.

Stupid me,worried so much,my teammates are all very nice!! :)) yay!!! I'm gonna play soccer for the next 2 and a half years!!!! :DDDDD so happy!!!!:D:D

I was quite worried that my dad won't allow me to join. :( BUT HE SAY,AS LONG AS I CAN COPE WITH MY STUDIES THEN CAN LIAO!!! ;DDD Hahaha,he's also worried that I'll injure myself la. haha Aiyah,I WILL SURVIVE!!! :DDDD

I will always remember the first ever soccer training in my entire life man!!!!

soccerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......!!!!!!!! :D

Meet the parents

2010-07-30T18:31:00.002+08:00

It's time I choose to do the things I really wanna do and stop taking the easy way out. I've been enjoying living in my comfort zone. Time for change. One life,live it. :)

4/20

2010-07-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

Will you understand if I say I just wanna shut up and out but there's nothing wrong? hmmmmm... It's better that way,unfortunately,some people do not know the meaning of it,silence is golden. :)

I've got episode 5 of Delightful Choon Hyang on my iPod and I'm gonna watch it tmr!!! But something is worrying me. When I watch it at home,I laughed so loud that my father asked me what I was watching. I CAN'T IMAGINE IT IN THE BUS,suppressing my laughter is gonna be a very difficult task. :( I hope I won't disgrace Hazel man!!! hahahaha.

...and...YAY!! Tonight got glee. Yayyyyy!!! Wednesday is a happy day,GLEEful day. Saturday is good day coz it's off day! :))))) All of the rest..............I'll leave it to you to judge.

I pass Econs!! :) Way to go!

Reap what you sow?

Korean craze?

2010-07-18T18:23:00.003+08:00

While switching channels on TV,this show caught my attention and I went on watching it. :)))

I do watch Korean dramas and listen to korean songs but one thing I wanna make it clear is that I'm not a K-pop fan. I think k-pop fans are idiots,going crazy over them at the airports,autograph sessions,etc etc. CRAZY LUH. :D Haha. If you ask me why I like korean songs,it's because,for a very cliche reason,it's catchy. As for korean dramas,hmmm,it's about love most of the time right? Haha,so I like it in the name of love! :)j There are just two Korea bands that I like,CN blue and FT island,and for individual,Wheesung. Don't really like the rest. :)

Hmmm,SCHOOL TOMORROWWWWWWWWW. Actually,I don't hate school,I just don't like to go to school. HAHA WHAT AM I TALKING. zzz.

I'm becoming more like a stay-home-kid,don't really like to go out anymore. :( saddddd.

promo2 coming sooooooon~~

Start of the other half year

2010-07-16T20:32:00.003+08:00

Do you realize that as we grow,our perspective changes? You can't really say it's for the better or for the worse. Let me give you one example. You may or may not relate with me but I think it's a very good analogy.

It was a Tuesday. Tuesday is always a long day.So I got home late and I took the same lift with the kids living next door. Then I walked with them home. This little kid who is studying in primary 1,7 years of age,about 1.2m tall,he is smiling very happily and I don't know what he is so happy about. So this conversation took place between me and him,let's just call him,talk-many-many. (He really talks a lot,and so my dad gave him this nickname. )

Me:Why you so happy?
talk-many-many:*giggles... because today got PE

For us MI students,and perhaps JC students,when we see PE in our timetable,we may be turned off by it. Perhaps thinking about what reason to use next to escape the torturous PE lesson. Or probably thinking that the time could be better spent at Math or GP. But for an innocent and simple 7 year old kid,PE made him feel was on cloud nine. :)

Do you remember how much you used to look forward to PE when you were a little kid?

It's time to be serious.

GRADE8?!

2010-07-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

This is one of the stupid moments when I felt good about myself. really stupid but whatever. :))
LOL,really. :DDD XD

End of promo 1

2010-07-07T13:07:00.002+08:00

500 K SIAH!! THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE. :) I'm back to the bejeweled-siao mood. This has got to stop before school lesson starts NEXT WEEK,just when the world cup would have come to an end. :(
Start of school=end of world cup. Okay,this sounds great,I can focus on my studies. :)

Promo1 is over,time to divert my attention to promo2,which would definitely be a killer. :(
I studied for promo1 but I don't have even the slightest confidence of doing well. This feeling sucks big time. :( The good thing is,it's over,not entirely though,there's still the results that I'll face. :((( That would be the most difficult part to go through I reckon.

AYE,world cup 2010 is coming to an end. This world cup has controversies aplenty. The most controversial one,in my opinion,would be Luis Suarez deliberate handball during extra time. He was given a red card and Ghana was awarded a penalty. But Ghana didn't score. They went on for a penalty shoot-out,in which Uruguay won,4-2. Now,Fifa is discussing on how to punish Suarez for his act. I think even if Suarez didn't use his hand,he could've blocked the ball from reaching the net using his head or his chest. If not for his handball,Ghana would've advanced to the semi-finals playing Netherlands. Ghana was unlucky to miss the penalty awarded to them as well as to lose out on penalty. I think people should stop judging Suarez just because of his handball.

You know what? Uruguay didn't do very well against Netherlands either. They lost. I think this is karma getting back at them. So,what goes around comes around,prevented Ghana from entering the semi-finals,and Netherlands will stop you from entering the finals.

When the psychic 'fish' predicted Germany would win against Argentina,I was elated. But this morning,it predicted Spain would win Germany,tomorrow morning,Singapore time. :((((((( So what if Spain has all the big shot players from Real Madrid and Barcelona?!!! SO WHAT. It's very obvious that Germany is the best in this year's world cup. 4 goals in every match for 3 consecutive match.... and what about Spain? They always win by 1-0 margin,which shows that they're just... LUCKY. -.-

This is so retarded but yet funny. :)

Promo1

2010-06-30T16:56:00.002+08:00

........so,my exams have started. 25% weightage. I spent my whole holiday studying,focusing most of my time on Math and Physics and today,Math was .... not difficult,and not easy. I realize,no matter how hard I practise,if I don't practise the tough questions,I'll never improve. Whatever,that was math,always have been a challenge.

Yesterday. It was Economics and Chinese. Until the end of the June holidays,only then,did I started to study for Chinese. I wanted to give up,but I didn't,pats on my back for that. :) Hopefully I can get an E. ..........And Econs.... :( Before the paper,my teacher told me I did quite well for the previous test,so it kinda spurred me on to do even better for promo1 paper,but when I attempted for a B for Econs,gosh,I really don't know how I will fare. :(

Sometimes,you don't reap what you sow,and that's really sad. But I think whatever we face in life,we may fail,we may succeed. One thing's for sure-nobody succeeds all the time. We all will fall,and sometimes we don't feel like getting up. But we have to.

So,after 2 days of exams,my optimism is still flagging even though I have a premonition that I won't do very well. So what? You fall,you get up. If you fall again,YOU GET UP AGAIN,until you gain a strong footing. And,if I don't make mistakes,WHAT AM I GOING TO LEARN? Exams really teach me many life's lessons. Makes me think what the hell am I doing this? And there's a answer for that. Just like there's a reason for every thing that happens.

2 more H2 papers and I'm done for promo1,I can imagine what it'd be like when the results are released. Doesn't matter. No fear,we'll win the war,somehow,some way,someday,maybe not now,but soon. :)

OPTIMISM AND PERSEVERANCE MUST PREVAIL!!!!

Asian countries-out..

2010-06-30T02:14:00.004+08:00

Japan and South Korea had been knocked out of the Fifa World Cup 2010. I supported both teams! :) Well,see them in World Cup 2014 then! :D

The sad thing is,Japan could've won,although Paraguay held more ball possessions. They lost on PENALTIES! :( Doesn't matter,even the world's best soccer player Christiano Ronaldo,has failed to score in penalties. Cheer up Komano,no.3 player. :)

Paraguay is up against Spain next,Spain will beat them into a pulp!!! Hurr!!

If you watched the match between Japan and Paraguay,you would've noticed something about the TEMPER of the two countries. I LIKE THE JAPANESE COACH. Cool,calm and composed! C^3! Yeah,I shall call him Mr C^3! :D As compared to the Paraguaian coach,who flare up and threw his temper when his players failed to score. There's nothing to learn from someone who's soooooooo hot-tempered. The Japanese players are much more humbler than their opponents too. :) When the paraguaians scored a goal on penalty,they go..grrr I don't like their behaviour! And the Japanese...they just smiled. :D

(HE'S DASHING RIGHT? XDDDD)
Brazilian-born by the way. :)

And one of my favourite soccer player,no.4,Marcus Tolio Tanaka!,when his attempt to score failed,he smiled and gestured an apology to his counterparts,not like the Paraguaians! I saw the replay and I could read that one of them mouthed BOOO SA MA LI YA,when he didn't score.

Does it always have to be a European country or a Latin- American country,or South American country to lift the world cup??? xD I really hope some day,an underdog like Japan or South Korea or Uruguay lift it. :D

I don't like it when people use history to determine who will win. For example when South Korea vs Uruguay,the news would report,both countries have played against each other in previous games,and all drew and Uruguay won..I forgot how many times. haha
Another is,Brazil vs Chile,"...both countries have played against each other,and Chile won none." How sad is this! Yeah I know Brazil is a power house. Haha,but still! :D

ahhh okay... so who will win this year's world cup? Hopefully NOT SPAIN!! xD

random

2010-06-20T16:45:00.003+08:00

This photo is due long ago. Taken on second last day of term 1. Haha :)

See my lovely class. :) very small eh? haha

a few hours away... gosh.

Breakthrough!!!!

2010-06-17T17:37:00.003+08:00

I just ran 6KM continuously in 50 mins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A record set!!!! I never ran 6KM before man!! After I finished 4.8km,I was about to die already. hahahaha no la,exaggerated. But I kept on going because I wanna build up momentum!! p=mv,where m=mass and v=velocity!! Haha. I ran in the rain somemore!!! DAMN SHIOK. Gotta thank the weather as well. :D

I wanna find my athletic self back!! I can't be lazing around anymore,maybe 10 years down the road,I may have some major terminal illness then I can't run anymore!! That'll be so sad man!!! Hahaha

I think the World Cup this year is anybody's to win man. :)))

Have a kit kat time

2010-06-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!LOOK AT WHERE MY NAME IS!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

This game was very addictive for me during the December holidays last year!!!

hohoho,I'm left with Economics. Oh and,haiyur * rolls eyes,CHINESE. Walao,I feel like absenting myself for the paper la. I know I'd fail,so why go!!!!!! Hahaha,you know I got 12/50 for one of the Chinese test!!! Walao,so no face for a Chinese. Hahahahaha.

Haiyur nvm,let you listen to a song.

never thought you would mean so much in such a little time!

another one! This is the first song that I ever dedicated on the radio,on my hmmm,12th birthday? On 987FM.

So you stole my heart,and left me a ransom letter!

I consider myself radiophobic. (I created this word myself,so don't bother looking up the dictionary.) Haha. 'Coz my heart still beats very fast when I ring the radio station,and when the DJ picks up the phone,my heart will skip a beat! Haha,no one knows this. Shhhh don't tell anyone k. hahaha :)

World Cup 2010 FEVER!!!

2010-06-12T13:21:00.002+08:00

Once in every four years...! Yes,that's WORLD CUP!! Oh most girls and some boys would ask why is it that a sport that has 22 men chasing 1 ball so well-watched. Let me tell you...

IT'S NOT JUST 22 MEN CHASING AFTER 1 BALL,if it was that easy,I would be playing in World Cup every 4 years and earn big bucks already! Instead of sitting down here trying to understand WEP and Dynamics. Haha.

You see,soccer is a very easy game to watch,and as a soccer fan,I don't really know why it's so well-watched as compared to other Sports. You don't see the whole world sitting infront of their television,or congregating in a stadium for Badminton Open,WTA(Tennis),World Swimming Championships,just to name a few. But soccer,THE WHOLE WORLD WATCHES IT. So,don't sit on the fence,choose a team to support for every match! :)

I was chatting with a friend online while watching the South Africa VS Mexico match. And,hahaha,she supported Mexico because Mexico's playing style was much better than South Africa's. While I supported South Africa,coz IT'S THE HOST COUNTRY,PLAYING ON HOME SOIL,GOT HOME SUPPORTERS. And she goes,"so what? big deal manz." HAHA. Okay,when South Africa scored....HOORAY!!! I thought my conjecture was right,SA would win 1-0 over Mexico. And then she said,"I trust in them that they will score later." hahahaha,okay. So after the goal,you could see, SA was gaining confidence and was much more aggressive than the first half. Then when Mexico scored....sigh... hahahaha,but well,NICE GAME though. :)

Bafana Bafana!!

So the next match that I'll watch will be after promo1,which is after July6....:( ONE MONTH LATER........ sad life... hahaha,but doesn't matter luh. The semi-finals will be shown on 5(I think),so yeah,don't have to go to MacDonalds. :D hahaha

I miss youuuuu.. :)

I'm really wondering who's reading my blog

2010-06-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hi,I'm back,and I want to rant. :(

If I'm staying in MI,for the next two years of my life,my June holidays will be like shit. I've never had such a boring holiday in my entire humble almost 18 years life. For the first time,I think studying is tiring,coz I study all day all night,not all morning,coz my mom is around. When my mom's around,there's free 'music',too loud and irritating that you wouldn't be able to concentrate.

I had one whole chunk of emo piece of shit typed out here but I deleted it. Waste of my time,and I don't wanna promote emo-ness among youths or old(if there's any reading). And also because...aiyah... the past is the past. It's the present now.. I may still be thinking about you,occasionally missing you,but whatever,THE PAST IT THE PAST. Heh,admire my spirit eh? :D hahaha

I wanna introduce to you two awesome female singers that created a unique identity for themselves.

Orianthi,ELECTRIC GUITARIST!!!! If you hear a few seconds of electric guitar sounds,you know it's ORIANTHI! She was the electric guitarist for Michael Jackson's This Is It concert. :) Did you see her in the film?

But according to him...

Ke$ha,not KeSha,but ke$ha. Easy to identify her songs,mostly club tunes. :)
I don't usually listen to this kind of song. Love,sex,drugs...all these nonsense. *rolls eyes. Haha! But I love Ke$ha! Really! :D Her songs are,ironically,love...sex...drugs... haha.

your love your love your love...is my drug. <3

I don't know why I'm always so happy,always so resilient,I wish my mental-breakdown day won't come soon. :))))

SHIMIN'S BIG DAY

2010-06-06T19:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday the SIAO CHAR BOS(the 3 girls you see with the BENZ car) were having a phone conference. We were all getting so excited for our senior, SHIMIN,who got married today!!! We were also wondering what each other would wear,turned out that all of us wore differently. HAHA,then we talked about you know...when we're gonna get married,and who's gonna be the bridesmaid.. hahahaha... as if I'm gonna get married. -.- Yeah,cam and yuhui definitely will.

I don't know why is it every girl's dream to put on the beautiful dress and walk down the aisle with their beloved husband,then all the limelight will be on the bride. Why,why why??? It's not my dream. And I don't think marriage is a happy thing,not for me. But today,seeing Shimin,happily married after so long,I'm happy for her,can see that she's brimming with joy all throughout the ceremony. Must be the moment she's been waiting for. :)

yup yup,so after the ceremony,that yao gui yu hui was the first to go taste the food... -.- hahahaha,then she came telling us that this and that is very nice...

....then we had practice after the ceremony..... I don't really like practices now,must be the devil's work. hahahaha,okay,then the onus is on me to fight the devil!!

MERCEDES BENZ KOMPRESSOR!!!! I know it's the normal Benz....BUT I LIKE....!!!!! I'm gonna drive it some day.(chakup besar) hahahaha means,talk big.

FINALLY WENT OUT TO GET SOME FRESH AIR. Went around the Tampines area,shopping aimlessly. Been home since Wednesday and never went out,how boring could that be!!! My goodness. But I think it's a record la,4 straight days at home. lovely.

I SWEAR I'M NOT GONNA LET NG YU HUI STAND BESIDE ME ANYMORE WHEN WE TAKE PHOTOS. She damn rude lor!!! She asked me,"eh soph,why you so short ar?" WOAH,MY FAULT AR? :p hahahahahaha. My reply to her was,"ask my mother la!!!" HAHA..

I AM BROKE MAN I TELL YOU. SERIOUSLY...B.R.O.K.E... BROKE.

I had a better-than-staying-at-home day today!!! Now...it's time for the books again......... :(

2010-06-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for facebook to load so that I can upload the photos I took today,more about it in the next post. :) So in the meantime,I'll do a quizzzzzzzzz. :)

1. Any names your parents were thinking about before you were born?
- Sonia,but they don't want me to be so near,they want me to be so far,so Sophia lo. And er,my Chinese name,they wanted it to be hui yuan. WEIRD. ahahaha

2. If you had to pick one outfit that you currently own to wear for the rest of your life, what would it consist of?
- EVERLAST green polo tee!!! and,MI PE shorts. AHAHAHA

3. What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
- I will be reincarnated. The people on Earth will miss me,maybe for a while. :)

4. What TV show have you seen every episode of?
- I always miss episodes leh.

5. What movie can you quote every line to?
- siao ar? I can't even quote a song.

6. If you had the money to retire anywhere in the world, where would you go?
- AUSTRALIA

7. What is one thing [appearance-wise or other] you would change about yourself?
- Nobody's perfect la,I'll keep the imperfections. But if I really had to change one thing,it'd be my height,I CAN'T SEE SOME THINGS SOMETIMES.

8. One thing you would change about your best friend(s)?
- They are the way they are that's why they are my friends. If they had to change for my sake,then scram.

:)

TIME

2010-06-03T18:16:00.001+08:00

I AM STRESS. I KNOW IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE HOLIDAY BUT I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME FOR MY REVISION. :(((( I'M NOT VERY EFFICIENT IN MY REVISION. I'M GONNA DIE SOON MAN.

Choices and its consequences

2010-06-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

For whatever choice you make,bear in mind there's a consequence that you have to shoulder.

Some people may have made a wrong choice in their early adult life by getting into something they don't want,probably because of a moment of impulse? Or...whatever. The choice that you make doesn't just affect you. It implicates the next generation. Your offspring will pay the price for your mistake(if you'd admit it as one).

I just feel very sorry for some people. I wouldn't name who. Must protect their privacy luh. hahaha

At the same time,I am very thankful for being in a family that I USED TO dislike. Is it because I just became more sensible as I grow older?

I suppose one will know the importance of family as one gets older. Haha

:)

NO TIME TO LOSE

2010-05-30T19:28:00.001+08:00

VERY RETARDED RIGHT!!!! SHE WAS JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME IF YOU DON'T KNOW!:D hahahahaha

Alright,gonna go to Silat Federation to support the STAR FIGHTER classmate!!! byebye~~~~~

HITMAN REBORN!

2010-05-29T15:02:00.006+08:00

I'VE FINISHED WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3!!!! I had a gossip girl marathon for the past 2 days. :DDD Dan Humpfrey's become a father and chuck is dead!! Oh my gosh,tragic ending right? My favorite character is still Serena Van Der Woodsen. :) My least favorite? Still CHUCK BASS.

Oh I won't miss Katekyo Hitman Reborn every Saturday!!!

Lambo is so cuuuuuuuuute!! ;DDD

And the charismatic Vongola X.... <3!>

Okay,gotta go eat ice-cream which cost my bro 12 bucks! (siao right?)

....then.... gonna start some work now!

After all,the holidays,nicely put is holidays,but to put it bluntly is muggingdays. -.-

Whatever it is,I will enjoy the muggingdays or holidays to a certain extent...

ciao ciao!

People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built.
-Eleanor Roosevelt

Is anyone reading?

2010-05-28T14:32:00.003+08:00

I'd always wanted mid-year exams to be after the June holidays. But now that it's really happening,I wanna take back my words. I can't imagine not having fun during the holdiays. It's HOLIDAY you know! For us students to take a breather from the school work! Ah but gosh,gotta sit down and mug all day now.

I don't remember studying during the June holidays man. Not even during O level year,I remember I was playing throughout the whole holiday and only managed to finish my homework during the last week of the holiday. Hahahaha.

Today's Vesak Day,not really a school holiday,so I'm kind of taking time off from my school work and watching Gossip Girl season 3,and doing the easiest work-POA homework at the same time. :)

Do you feel sad very randomly? Like the feeling of emo-ness suddenly strikes upon you? I do,you know,and I've found a way to fight this problem. Ask yourself why you're feeling sad,and if you don't know why,THEN WHY FEEL SAD IN THE FIRST PLACE. ;D Hope it works for you. :)

My tutor's report sucks man. Know what's that? It's like what pri/sec sch call it a report book. -.- NOT VERY NICE COMMENTS MAN. :(

I'm beginning to like JAY CHOU. :DDDDDDDDD

paranoia

2010-05-23T22:35:00.002+08:00

First-generation guardians.

JAY CHOU GOT NEW SONG. Not disappointing at all!!!! ;DDDD

Wednesday is my GP paper 1 and paper 2 promo exams. This is the first time in a very long time that I'm scared of failure.

I'm not looking forward to the June holidays at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-21T18:47:00.002+08:00

They're Germans,and very young. First German band to sing in English.(if I'm not wrong)

I'm here to post about Roosevelt. I've been reading random quotes and found different Roosevelts. And I'm curious about who they are and their relation. I did a very brief research on all the Roosevelts,so here you go. Credits go to www.wikipedia.com

Theodore Roosevelt

In 1901,he became the president of USA at the age of 42 after President William Mckinley was assassinated. He was the 26th US president. He studied in Harvard and was interested in the naval affairs. Scholars name him as one of the greatest US president. He was Franklin D. Roosevelt's uncle.

Franklin D. Roosevelt
He became US's 32nd president in 1933(32 days after Hitler became chancellor of Germany). He was the only president to serve the country for more than two terms. A prominent figure in the mid-20th century,he led America during the world economic crisis.(Obama's has got to learn from him.) He has had affairs during his period of marriage to Eleanor Roosevelt.

Eleanor Roosevelt
Wife of Franklin D. Roosevelt. First lady of US. I salute this woman for being able to tolerate her husband's atrocities.(having extramarital affairs) One of the quotes that I fondly remember and will be deeply etched in my mind is that,"NOBODY CAN MAKE YOU FEEL INFERIOR WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT." At her memorial service, Adlai Stevenson asked, "What other single human being has touched and transformed the existence of so many?" See the impact she's made on other people's lives?

Sometimes I would tell myself that I would not be a burden but an inspiration. I learnt from Eleanor Roosevelt. :)

preference?

2010-05-20T18:36:00.003+08:00

Today my classmate just popped me a random question-do you prefer your secondary school or MI?

Guess what was my answer.

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I told him I wouldn't say which one I prefer. But I laughed a lot more in MI. It's quite difficult to choose between the 2. All my good friends are in secondary school,and all the people who made me laugh till I have stomach cramps are in MI.

Both groups of people are really something. They bring me so much joy in school. All students face the same thing in school,be it primary school,secondary school or higher educations school,stress. Where does stress derive from? HOMEWORK,TESTS,EXAMS,DEADLINES,TEACHERS...etc etc. So,there's this group of people,they are called your CLASSMATES,they will brighten up my day by being retarded or by bitching about homework or teachers.

If I really have to choose,I'd choose MI. Sorry uh,secondary school friends. At the end of the day,I think everybody has to move on. So,I'll move on from wherever I left. There were the good old times in secondary school,but in MI,the maturity is palpable. Though almost everybody's younger than me, I know that they are mature to talk and behave like an adult.(not all)

I realize not everyone is adapting well to a new environment,is it because I am able to adapt to changes fast or is it because I had unpleasant memories in secondary school? Ahahaha,I doubt the latter is true. What I can advise you is,you can never turn back time,so don't keep whining that you wished you could turn back time to the past where all of us used to laugh at our own jokes. BUT,remember all the good times we had together,and laugh at our jokes when you think about it every now and then,keep the memories,and move on with life. :)

Let me just name some of my secondary school friends uh...
PAMELA,SIHUI,YANYI,YIXIN,ZHENHAO,QIRUI,SENGHUAT,GUANSHEN,DARYL,
GUANWEN,SHAWN,SHINAS,NURSEHA,EDWIN KIM,WONGKAHMING,JERROLD TOH,WILSON YEO,MOSES LAM....manymany more.. haha :)

The reason why your names are all in caps is not because I'm shouting your name but because you put a smile on my face every time I think of the times I had with all of you.

And yeah,I know that Yanyi,you are trying to adapt,keep on trying okay!! ;D You'll get used to it eventually. :)

And ZhenHao blather,I know this is the first time you're working hard for your future,keep up with the attitude and I look forward to patronizing your restaurant in future. It's hard for all the first-times you had. The first time you tried to walk,you stumbled,and you stood up and tried,and fell again,you kept on trying and never gave up. You did that as a toddler,so you can do it when you're an adult. :)

And for the rest of you,DON'T SLACK IN POLY OKAY, I KNOW THAT MR TAN GUANSHEN HAVE BEEN PON-ING SCHOOL THESE DAYS. DON'T LET ME CATCH YOU DOING IT AGAIN. Ahahahaha :)

we will remember all the good times we had together,I'm sure of that. <3

lost

2010-05-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Two years ago,you would listen to me,now...

It isn't the same anymore.

Mindset

2010-05-10T19:06:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna spend some time blogging. Spare me some time to read my post okay? :)

The reason why I'm blogging now is largely because I feel quite stupid. Now, I know you must be thinking,oh come on,you're not! Haha,okay,hold that thought. I'll tell you why I feel stupid.

I spent the entire Sunday afternoon studying for my Physics test only to fail the test this morning. What frustrates me most is that I wrote the CORRECT answer but I changed it because my gut feeling told me it was wrong. I REALLY COULD'VE PASSED THAT DAMN BLOODY TEST IF NOT FOR MY GUT FEELING.

What they say is true,half the battle is won when you believe in yourself. I kept telling myself that I'd fail the Physics test but I'd try to pass. I'd already set my mind on failing,why try to pass then?

And,I'm the only person who failed in the class. The teacher could still say IN MY PRESCENCE ,'NEARLY everyone pass.' Seriously,a teacher can build up a student's self-esteem AS WELL AS destroy it.

My dear Haziq can still say I passed and I got an E. Yeah,right,but mathematically,FAIL.

Tomorrow is 2.4KM run,I'VE LEARNT MY LESSON. I'M GONNA TELL MYSELF THAT I CAN PASS I CAN PASS AND I CAN PASS!!!!!!! ...then I'll pass. :D It's a matter of the mindset. :)

Seems to me that some of my sec5 classmates are adapting to a whole new environment in their polys. :) How did I adapt to MI life uh? Hahaha,I didn't seem to face the problem some people faced,like... can't communicate with classmates. Hahaha,and some wanted to go back to secondary school life.

Whilst secondary school years are said to be the best of one's life,I'd like to stick to my current school. Know why? Coz I've finally adapted to a brand new lifestyle! :)))

I've been failing most of my tests in MI...how? Withdraw,but Poly is no easier. Then what? Stay on la. Haha.

Sometimes,unhappy incidents happen,like when getting back a failed grade test paper. I would always remember what Mr Ibrahim once said to the class,"A conqueror's success is not measured by how many battles he'd won,but how he bounces back from failure. " And,when I face tough times,I would also remember him saying,"The darkest hours is just before dawn."
I'll never forget a teacher who'd made such a great impact on my life. <3

I remember how my class used to dislike his lessons not because he suck,but his teaching sucks. He's a really nice guy. I used to tell my sec5 classmate that he's a great man but not a great teacher. That classmate of mine said I was bad. >:(,I was merely stating the fact.

I shall not allow failure to defeat me,instead I should let it bring me to greater heights!!

April...

2010-04-30T22:06:00.006+08:00

You never know a person until you hear stories about him/her. This is so very scary right? I didn't think you were that kind of person they described to be,I'd like to believe that ignorance is bliss. But now that I know,it's become a curse. I wanna be your friend,but on the other hand,I think you are better suited to be just another person to me. I'll just let time show me the real you.

Wow,April is coming to an end soon. Just two more months away from the cigarette,alcohol,M18,driving license and many more... hahahaha... I'm dying to go sea-sha la. Call me a sicko or whatever,but I really wanna go,just for the fun and thrill of it? Like doing something er,bad?,and without letting your parents know. :D

I'm getting used to waking up early for school,having insufficient sleep,sleeping on the bus on the way home. Getting used to a 180 degrees change of lifestyle. My life used to revolve around Bedok. Now it revolves around or between(can revolve between ar?) Bedok and Bukit Batok.NAIS(nice) right? ahahaha

Whatever happens at the end of the day,I know there's someone I can count on.

I am blessed with the good fortune I accumulated for myself. :)

adapting

2010-04-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

Who's this?

This is none other than.... YOURS TRULY!!!!

Seeeeeeeeeeeeee.... I've got long hair before.

Haha,never seen the feminine side of me before right? ;p

NO TIME TO LOSE!!!!!

Bring me back..

2010-04-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

Who are they?
What have they become?

It's mid-April already. Next week will be the presentations for GP and mother tongue as well as the submission deadline for economics report. I'll feel very relieved next week. I can't wait for next week to be over.

... Come May....June...18th birthday.

Wow,tik tok,time is ticking fast.

What have I become?

Am I the person who you envisioned me to be?

Did I disappoint you?

fighting!

Apple

2010-04-09T20:52:00.001+08:00

See all the Apple products on our hands?
High demand,low cost. econs...*rolls eyes.

Speech day 2010

2010-04-06T18:39:00.003+08:00

Today is BNSS's 29th Annual Speech Day. I am very honored to be there,at the Victoria Theatre ,as a prize-winner.

(I'm gonna cut the crap formal tone.)
HAHA. ;D

Hooooray,today is the last day that I can feel intelligent. The reason I go to this event is because I may not have the chance to receive something like that in MI.... :(

I feel so stupid. I always say that. Haha,maybe I need the attitude that I have for PE,use that attitude for studies. 2.4KM is quite challenging,but I'm not afraid,I'm always up to the challenge. But Physics and Mathematics are both challenging too,but I'm not up to the challenge. There's this unexplainable barrier that always brings my confidence level down when I do Physics and Mathematics.
But for POA..... :D I feel so.. good. ;D This is just the beginning phase laaaa. :(

Alright,I shall stop digressing.

Before I left the school,I went to find my econs teacher to get my test result back. Mathematically it's a fail,by half a mark. But haiyah JCs standard,48% is a pass already. I still don't feel good about it. :(((( But at least I'm optimistic, I shall start off with a lousy grade and improve from there. ;)

Here are the pictures. ;)

Value-added award. Only me and Si Hui got more than 50%!!!! :DDDD

Wilson yeo ALWAYS looks out of place in photos. =.=""

This is my junior,can laugh your ass off with her ahh. haha

MS SUNARTI!!! MY SEC3-5 FORM TEACHER,to say she's awesome is an understatement.

I know she's very tall. I kena tricked by her AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURRRRR!!!
She said she shifted house to Punggol,then when she wanted to buy the MRT card,she pressed Eunos.=.='''' At first I didn't believe,but she tried to convince me by sounding pitiful,then I believed her. WALAO. It doesn't pay to be kind!! ;p

This is something I found from my tuition centre toilet. AHAHAH
"Perhaps the most valuable result of all education is the ability to make yourself do the thing you have to do,when it ought to be done,whether you like it or not;it is the first lesson that ought to be learned;and however early a man's training begins,it is probably the last lesson that he learns thoroughly."
-Thomas H. Huxley

You can’t make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don’t waste my time, time, time, time, time
I’m not tryin’ to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Life.... :) I'll be optimistic

New laptop!!!

2010-04-02T19:26:00.006+08:00

Yay!!! Finally got a new laptop. But the bad news is,it's not a personal one. Sigh,whatever la,better than nothing.

It's a brand new one,windows 7,Intel Core i3 Processor(i7 is the best),free upgrade to 4GB ram(!!!) and,it's a DDR3 ram,not forgetting that it's a damn bloody good graphic card,Nvidia GeForce. woooohoooo Got dolby home theater somemroe. got virtual surround sound somemore. ahahha why am I bragging? ahahaha

Thursday was CIP day. Why not make it Tuesday!! Tuesday ends school at 1645,thursday ends school at 1445!!!

So this is my CIP group. ;D Left is Sabrina,right is Fatin. She say I always look for trouble siah. ;))) heee That picture was taken at the top storey of the 3 storeys car park.

This is Abaya Prita,and what does it sound like? I want to buy prata. ahahahaha ;DDD She got quite irritated and named me popiah. Too bad,other people already named me popiah first,ahahaha no creativity. ;ppp

I think Abaya and I have a lot in common,she plays and loves soccer. I love soccer too!! And she always very irritating one,just like me. ahahaha xD

I always ask her to teach me Tamil language,the bad words la. ;D ahahhaha

This is Sabi's(sabrina) leg. hee hee,looks like she's gonna fall. ahaha ;D

Hmmmm wanted to go home to do some work after CIP but then my dear Hazel Soh was feeling stressed... and so... we went to ROME!! Ahaha

She keep saying Nick very shuai,until I also think he very shuai manzxzx!! aiyoyo. ahahaha.

So funny la,we took the red MRT line to Cathay Cineleisure.

After the movie.. I SAW MR KELVIN LEE. The ex-Geography teacher of mine. HE SO DAO LOR..!! I was so angry. ahaha

Very long never hear any songs from me already right? ;D let me get you one.

'Look at me,I'm made of wonderful... '

thoughts and feelings

2010-03-28T17:56:00.002+08:00

I remember when I was in primary 1,Nintendo had a game console,Gameboy. My brother and I envy those kids who own one. When we begged our parents to buy one for us,they told us to get good results first and then there could be discussion about it. Obviously,I never had a Gameboy coz my results sucked big time then. :p Whenever my brother and I wanted something,we would tell our parents,and the standard answer is,"no,show me your good results first." -.-

Now,I can show them the results. But... another problem comes... $$$ sianzzzz :(

I WANT A LAPTOP,A PRINTER AND ....some love. ahahahaa.

Talk about motivation.... hmmm,where did my motivation come from when I was doing O levels????????? I get tired these days and I'd just drop dead on my bed. Back in those days....no matter how tired I was,I would always try to keep myself awake by maybe a cup of tea and finish up my work all through the night. Now I get so tired so easily...... maybe I can solve this problem by doing some sports. I eat quite healthily,hmmm,like an apple a day? And it keeps the doctor away. I haven't get any MC yet for this year. :DDDD I haven't use any sign-out card too. :D ahahaha I shall try to train my stamina,and try to solve the problem of insufficient sleep time!! >:(

'...after staring hard at the dragon's eyes,the next thing to do is to slay the dragon.'

what is life

2010-03-20T02:23:00.005+08:00

There are 2 funerals in less than a week,and I'm living as if I have all the tomorrows. Seriusly,don't think suicide is a good idea,I just wanna take a break man. This March holiday is just like a normal school week,the only different thing is that I don't go to school for lessons but for stupid things like robotics and innovative workshops. The only productive day was Wednesday when I had math lesson and test. I failed,whatever,Haziq failed too,best friends fail test together(that's what I say to console him. :D) I'm a good friend after all right? -.-

.........

Introducing 10S6 Physics students! And there are 2 more people la,but they had their own commitments.

Introducing our screwed up robot,11th hour!

Haziq,presenting his business idea!!

Drinking,that was on Wednesday,with gen,then today,with ahaha. WTH,I think something is wrong with me. Just because nothing happens to my brother when he does all the bad things,I choose to follow. And,me being the insensible sister thinks that it's right following his immature brother's example. Okay,I really must be a good girl now if not I'll just bid the Psychology course in NUS goodbye.

Haiyah,as in,how should I explain this? I think I've been quite a good girl for some time,just let me have some fun like going home late? Staying out? Those kind of things la. But never mind,I know my parents love me that's why they don't allow me to go home late and stay out. And when they don't scold,they know that I'm sensible enough. Gosh,what was I thinking?!!!! I know I'm changing,whatever,everyone changes,you started to change before I did.

Maybe I haven't been a good girl after all. I'll just be one starting...er... soon? Haha:D

Whatever happens,friends,don't worry,I'm clear-headed,I know what to do(maybe I don't). If I steer to the wrong path,please,just get me back on the right track,I just need someone there to spur me on,guide me,support me and be there for me. I don't want to become someone that nobody've seen before.

I went home late on that day too,and took a cab home with Hazel. :DDD

This is Haziq again,and poor him for choosing to sit,he gotta take all our belongings!! Those are wengleong and my bags on his lap and wengleong's tennis racket. In between his legs-Terry's bag.
Oh you know he's not my boyfriend but you know how much I love him as a good friend,gosh I never told him before. Aahhahaha,must be really weird reading this. I am really grateful that I have him in my life.

Thinking about the trivial matters that we quarrelled over,haha,they all sound so silly,so stupid,SO CHILDISH!!! He was angry with me for not going to gym with him you know,and we quarrelled!! So stupid right,ahahahaha.

:))))

Tell me frankly,am I changing for the worse??????????????

goodbye facebook

2010-03-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

I feel virtually empty now that I've deactivated my Facebook account. It's the second time I'm doing it and again,in the name of,STUDIES. I don't think I'm addicted to Facebook but I believe that the time spent on playing Facebook could've been better well spent in doing other more productive things such as finishing up homework,read The Economist,~~watch gossip girls~~ and revise!!!! Well,in reality,I don't feel empty. :))))

So maybe I'll be quite active on blogger now. :) Oh gosh,I think Wordpress is awesome,ya know why? CUZ.....I think so. ;) Haha,hmmm cuz it's more organized?

SEL camp,oh gosh la. HOW AM I GONNA DO THE assignment that one teacher has told me to do!!!!!!! DIEEEEEE!!!!

The March holidays are here and you know what I wanna do? Finish watching the available gossip girls episodes. :DDD That's first priority. ;p Followed by HOMEWORK. WTH can,I still have to go back to school from Monday to Thursday laaaaa!!

I have tuition tomorrow. :(((( I scared the teacher condescend me siah,I very stupid in math one lor. T.T

I realize I've been quite happy nowadays,I seldom have moodswings,when was the last time I had mood swings?????? I can't recall man. ;) I get happy over little things,is it abnormal???? But I realize something bad,I.. I THINK TOO MUCH. WORRY TOO MUCH. Haha.

URGH,sometimes I don't understand why my dad wants me home early!!!!! IT'S LIKE I WANNA HAVE SOME FUN LOR!!! Today after the SEL camp,we headed down to Changi Airport for dinner and we walked around aimlessly and acted like a tourist when we were wearing out MI uniforms!!! oh guess who I bumped into. CHENYIXIN!!! hahaha ;D Okay,never mind,back to the point. My dad called me at 10++ to ask about my whereabouts and ask me to go home!!!! -.- walao sianzzzz. My brother had ever not came home at night and I COULDN'T EVEN GO HOME LATE?!?! WTH. I know I'm being quite immature laaaa but I think I'm a grown-up already.

whatever whatever whatever!!!

"you'll see a side of love that you've never known."

attitude that matters

2010-03-07T17:01:00.003+08:00

SI YUHUI PANGSEH US!!!! ZONG SE QING YOU!!!

ahahaha,nvm about that.

This week has passed really fast. Like OMG lor. I'm beginning to like my class. :DDD
Oh yeah,and I can do logarithms after Mr Pow gave us extra lesson after Sports Day. And I can do some Geometric Progression thing after Haziq taught me. :DD

Many people have been asking me like how's MI,is MI fun? Hahaha. Good and fun with (HAZ)^2,seriously. ;D

Hmmm...I think blogging is kinda irrelevant. I wonder who's reading. :)

Thursday and Friday are SEL camp days!! (Not overnight one):DDDD
Alright,MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE COMING SOON!!!!! ;DDDD
But 15 and 16 needa go school for some robotics thing.

I don't know if it's funny to you,but me and my classmate laughed like crazy.
Me:hey hey!! the teacher's doing programming for the robot!!!
Sab:you so interested? GO JOIN NEW MEDIA LA!
Me: I'm in NEW MEDIA!!!
LOLSSSSSSS!!

take good care people. :)

liars are just liars.... sigh

2010-02-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

March holidays is coming soon, woo hoo. I've got nothing much to post,ahaha.

Having (HAZ)^2 is good,coz...they've been a good friend,whatever you call them. ;D I bet you don't know what or who are (HAZ)^2. hehehe

I've made a new specs.

alright,will update more if I have interesting stories.

Other than that,I'm cheonging gossip girl,which is a very wrong thing to do now that lessons are finally kicking in.

Oh talk about tests.. I created my own statistic in my first GP test. :DD AHAHA. :DDD

ciao ciao~~~

200208????

2010-02-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

What a feeling.
Being's believing.
I can have it all,
now I'm dancing for my life.
Take your passion
and make it happen.
Pictures come alive,
you can dance right through your life.

You know Sophia loves oldies. ;D

School's been helluva 'great'. With the company I have everyday,going to school,going home,the commuting buddies,haha,they make school really great.(without those apostrophes)

I question myself almost all the time if I had made the wrong decision. But,wth,I've already made it. There's nothing I can do about it already. I think the issue is not whether it's right or wrong,it's whether I wanna do it or not.

I know very clearly that I want,and I can achieve what I want,provided if I don't be swayed by people's responses of " WHY MI!"

Yeah H2 physics is tough,H2 math can be a bitch,whatever,these are just what people think. I believe wherever I go,I have to slog my life to achieve what I want. So,opting to a poly is no easy life too.

gotta stay calm and composed!

lacklustre valentine's day and lunar new year

2010-02-15T00:25:00.004+08:00

First shot:Blur

Second shot: Better

Last shot: SAY CHEESE!!

He's my third godbrother,and the youngest cousin. Very cute hor!!:DDDD 4 years old only you know!!
And,I REALLY HAVE SMALL EYES.

I think this year's lunar new year is quite boring. :(((

I'm with a group of ageing population. (I AM SO MEAN!!!) ahahaha,But they're my parents and my grandmother!
Obvisouly,this picture is incomplete.
Whatever la,seriously,if my husband is like him,who missed celebrating lunar new year with the family for two consecutive year,I'll file for a divorce immediately. It just shows his sense of commitment to the family.
I wonder how the next few lunar new year would be like cuz it's becoming worse with each passing year.

Your environment is the reflection of your self.

never look back

2010-02-12T17:49:00.008+08:00

Let the pictures assist me in my post today.....

Hey hey! I've joined New Media Club and today I'm kinda like the student photographer on duty for the Lunar New Year.(All my shots were bad I tell you,I'm not even an amateur photographer,just a newbie photographer. AHAHA)
This photo is nice right? The background is blurred and I'm the centre of focus! ;D

It's us again,but,ME-with the DSLR! ;D Why the bottom blur diao one? ahahaha

So,after I went to BNSS,had lunch with SiHui and chatted. :D For very long.. :D
When will be the next time we talk? Hahaha.

Some teachers actually believed that I was from MJ or CJ when they asked me where I was studying now. AHAHAHA. Then I say,"no la,millennia la"
Mrs Yap even asked why didn't I go JC lor. hahaha

Ms Sunarti very funny!
Me:hello hello!
Ms Sunarti:woah short skirt already uh.
HAHAHA

Mr Lee:So what combi are you taking?
Me:I NEVER TAKE CHEMISTRY. :D
Mr Lee:I'm not talking to you anymore.
HAHAHA

Okay,this one is er,a few days ago,and yeah this is what we do during break time,play iTouch games!

Life isn't a theory,it's a practical.

tutorials?

2010-02-08T16:07:00.003+08:00

School started at 9am today! It's the first time in a very long time that I get to go to school after the sun has risen. HAHAHA. :D And I got the free copy of My Paper(which I don't find it very interesting.) Whatever,it's free. xD

MI has such a funny GP teacher that when she scolds people,the people at the auditorium laughed at her instead of being intimidated by her. :) ".....you'll be the first one to DIE." ahahaha!! She was scolding someone and emphasized on the word,DIE. She's hilarious and has such a funny sense of humour. When I say 'sense of humour',I mean she can really make you laugh in all kinds of way. :DD Only her tutorial was interesting,the rest.. hmmm...

"....people who are interested in the pre-u seminar may go to the library at 1.30pm for an interview..."
The both of us immediately faced each other and asked the question,"DO YOU WANNA GO?!!"
Haziq was the most enthusiastic one and Hazel thought she wouldn't be able to make it.(She kept harassing Joel to go.) Haha. Justin pangsehed us. Terry...gone with the wind.

Then me leh? Hmmm,at first I was as enthusiastic as Haziq,but then when the first person came out,I wanted to back out. Hahaha(cuz I said one for all,all for one. And all of us should just try for the interview.) Seriously,sitting outside and waiting for your turn is damn frightening. The suspense that was hanging in the air. OHMYGOSH. Like,wondering what kind of questions they would ask.

So the questions she asked were:

What is your greatest weakness and why?
When was the last time you felt angry and why?

My greatest weakness-relating to others.
Angry-I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN MY PAY.

Of course,I elaborated on my points luh. :)

In the end,I think I pulled it off. :)))) yayness. But if Haziq and Hazel didn't make it..then I think I would just give it a miss la,no friends siah. x(

School starts at 8 am from tomorrow till friday! oh gosh. hahaha.

the world is changing.

MI dance??

2010-02-05T20:04:00.005+08:00

From left: Haziq,Justin,Terry(who's leaving for Australia in June),Joel,Sophia the AWESOME,Hazel.
I had lotsa fun with these people during lunch at West Mall Burger King today. Talking about gays! about..Terry's girl(who rejected_______) HAHA! And accusing Terry of badly influencing Justin and Joel.
Hmmm,hope that the six of us will stay close when we get our classes. Oh,the four boys live in the same place,and the girls too. :D Give you a clue,they live further than the girls. heh heh.
Oh,and I don't know if it's good news or bad news,Hazel's staying in MI. Good for me la,I got company. xD [But different stream :(]

BET YOU CAN'T MAKE THIS FOR ME? ;p

Yay!! Serious business starts next week!! That means..... START OF TUTORIALS!!!!!!!! ;D I'm so excited. I'm starting lessons in MI!!! Can you believe it? If you say you can,I don't understand. Cuz I SIMPLY CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.

I'M GONNA TAKE A LEVELS AT THE END OF 3 YEARS. AND AFTER THAT,WHERE? UNIVERSITY,OF COURSE!!!!!(hopefully)

MI has ever produced a law student you know,so maybe when I take it,they will produce a psychology student. HAHAHAHA. :D My interest is in psychology,no other interest leh. hmmmm,let's see at the end of 3 years,if it's still the same,I'LL GO FOR IT!!

fire burning fire burning on the dance floor~~

second thoughts are irritating

2010-01-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

Trust me,she's not THAT tall. And I'm not that short,that's for sure.

SiHui&Sophia&Syafinah. wooo :D Outstanding again. xD

I finally got MORE than enough sleep manzxzx. Today's a lazy Saturday. I was supposed to go to SD,but then Michelle has something on,so nobody else could go with me.

So at night I went to.....BNSS and Unity Sec band concert. BN band was the guest band la,so they only played a few songs. One of which,"March Blue Sky",is a piece that kot is practicing!! And when I hear BN band play,I was wondering why they didn't get Gold. And the answer was obvious,cuz most of the seniors left. Correct me if I'm wrong though.

It was quite sad that the boys didn't enjoy the concert and wanted to leave half-way through.
oh well oh well.

Someday,I'm gonna be confident and tell myself,"it's over."

orientation day 2

2010-01-29T21:04:00.004+08:00

School's much better today. But still,my body is adapting to waking up early. I finally got ample sleep. ;)

I read 2 articles from Newsweek in the train today!! I felt so sleepy lor,then I slept a little bit. Very difficult to fall asleep also la. So noisy. If you haven't taken a train,then you wouldn't know.

Will the circle line be faster? I'm thinking I'll take from Bedok-Paya Lebar. Change to circle line-Paya Lebar-Bishan. Then Bishan-Bukit Batok. Will it be faster???? Any idea??? :)

I ate Mos Burger for the first time today. hee hee,I'm sucha sua gu.

Yes uh!! MONDAY CAN BUY UNIFORM!!! ;D

Who knows the MI dance song title????? The song v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.very nice lo!

Is it the age gap???

2010-01-28T16:36:00.006+08:00

While many of you were deep in your sleep or getting ready for school,I was up and awake and left the house for school! I left at 6AM! First time taking train to school!! ;DDDD

It's quite bright when it's 645am at bedok. But at Bukit Batok uh,7am,still quite dark lor. Maybe cuz the sun rise from the East that's why. I went to school with Haziq! And his friend. Heng uh,got him. If not one person like so weird. hahaha. My primary school friend was there too man!! OMG.

me:were you from YNPS?
friend:ya,Sophia right?
me:yeah,HAZEL!

I'm not totally alone after all. But she appealing out la. :( I was secretly hoping that I would be reunited with some friends. xD

Hahaha.

I only slept for 2 hours today!!! walao,don't know if it was because I was too excited for school or my body clock was out of tune. I think it's a combination of both. Hahaha.

Okay TOMORROW SCHOOL ENDS AT 6. OMG. Haish,never mind. :) I hope lessons start soon lor!! I prefer lessons. I'm weird right. ahahaha.

Now that school's FINALLY started,I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKENDS. hohoho~~~

This morning I keep having stomachache,on and off lor. I think my stomach's not used to waking up so early too. hmmmm...

I wanna buy the MI uniform and wear it like ASAP la!!! I DON'T WANNA WEAR SECONDARY SCHOOL UNIFORM. Not that it's disgraceful,it just feels weird. I'm proud of my secondary school uniform. When I reached Bedok Interchange uh,there was this girl from BNSS keep looking at me,as if never seen me before siah.(ya la,I think she's never seen me before la.) Monday the uniform supplier will come,I will buy and wear it immediately. HAHAHA:D sekali the skirt too long like a gown then sianzzz.

t:I thought st pat's people are very intelligent?
s:..... ?????
t:you know why? cuz I was from there.
me: -.-

................

to the future!

2010-01-27T11:30:00.004+08:00

Haziq killed the excitement for this morning by telling me that I've been posted to Millennia Institute yesterday. Hahaha! But still,I woke up to check the SMS to confirm it.

To all my friends and classmates who made it to poly,let's cheong and go to university together okay!!!!!!!

Know where's Millennia Institute? BUKIT BATOK!!!! Know where I live? BEDOK!!!! The commuting is gonna be damn INTERESTING!!!!!!! I sound too excited. This is wrong. HECK CARE LA!! I got into my first choice!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!! No rejection siah!!! ;D PSLE I kena rejected by st anthony's cannosian lo. Aiyah,nvm la,Bedok North Sec also not bad la! haha ;D

BYEBYE BEDOK NORTH SEC...AND....

MILLENNIA INSTITUTE... HERE I COME...!!!!!!!!!!!!

optimism triumphs everything

2010-01-25T13:11:00.008+08:00

You'll never change what's been and gone.

'cuz all of the stars are fading away
just try not to worry
you'll see them someday.
take what you need
and be on your way
and
stop crying your heart out

I'll see you again.

Hitman Reborn

2010-01-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

THIS IS VONGOLA X.

X Burner: Air!

eh aliff!

2010-01-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

Today,I went to school,wanted to go for CCA,but then ended up laughing my ass off with Mrs Lambert. Haiyoyo that Mrs Lambert has troubling issues that she always use it to tease herself. tsktsktsk. hahahaha! 'EH ALIFF!' ,'STOP AND STARE...' I think I shouldn't elaborate. toooo.....!!! ahaha!

I think I'm over-emotional. I weep even when I watch anime. WTH. Haiyah if you're asking me which anime to watch,I would recommend the one and only KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN! I can't be bothered to explain here,if you wanna know more,GO WATCH IT. haha. All I know is you can learn a lot in the anime. Heh,anime also can learn. AHA. It's like Tsuna and his friends go through tough battles to strengthen their fighting capabilities. Haiyah,don't know how to say la. xD

This afternoon,I went to collect the book that I've reserved at Bedok NLB. I DIDN'T KNOW I THAT I HAVE TO PAY $1.55 FOR THE RESERVATION YA KNOW!!!!! walaoeh!!! You know what I reserved? Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. ahahaha,so who has the next book? Lend me please,pretty/handsome? ;D I don't wanna pay $1.55 for another book.(when I can get it for free) -.-

And,according to a friend,27Jan,posting results will be out. OMG,school will start 28Jan for me then. So cool to be traveling from Bedok to Bukit Batok and Bukit Batok to Bedok. That is if I get in lo. ;D

today is a damn bloody good day. ( I know it's a wrong choice of words. But heck,I'm damn bloody happy. )

carry on

2010-01-21T10:31:00.003+08:00

In the end,we're just two people destined to collide.
Like stone hearts and hand grenades,you and I are not the same.

I made a difference

2010-01-19T14:01:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad Haziq had finished reading this ENTIRE book. For someone who doesn't like to read,finishing the entire book is really commendable. Now,he's reading a book that he'd previously abandoned. :)

For those who doesn't like to read, I would like to recommend this book to you. It's just so unfortunate that people don't read. Those kids in Africa,let's say the third world countries kids are dying to read. When we people are living in a modern city where books are easily available,we take reading for granted.

Start reading now! I assure you the feeling is damn great after you finish reading a book. You'll feel a sense of accomplishment that is hardly describable and you will only know how it feels after you...READ!

Apple-iPod touch!!

2010-01-15T23:28:00.005+08:00

I've been waiting for this day for a very very very very very very very long time!! And I FINALLY bought my iPod touch!!! Haziq bought his too!!! ;D

This is my reward for studying hard all these years. ;D I used my hard-earned money to buy it okay,my parents won't pamper me with such gadgets lor. I'm thankful for that though,cuz I'm not a spoiled brat.

Okay,so now I'm waiting to know which school I'm posted to. Most probably MI. awww then school's gonna start soon,no more fun. awwww. Nah,it's fine with me,hahahaha. :D

Do people change with the seasons? If that's the case,a person can change for up to 4 times in a year. Each change brings about different impacts to different people. Each impact causes someone to be hurt or rejoice in the process. what the hell,why. There never seems to be an end to all these nonsense.

whatever~~ I'm happy,cuz I have my iPod touch. whatever~~ this is just a relative happiness. whatever~~ as long as I'm happy. Who cares?~~

bad pool day

2010-01-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

The day after the results day. 12JANUARY2010. BAD POOL DAY. Woah,the mood like si bei sian lor. Paul keep saying sianz. Jerrold-can see from the face. Wilson,still okay la.
Those pro players like Moses and Edwin played like newbies.
And newbies like me played like babies.
IT RHYMES! :D

I've decided where to go already! My dad said,"wherever you go,I will support you!" Woahpiangeh,damn shiok to hear that la. :D Tell you where I'm posted to when I get the result okay! I haven't submit yet la. Probably send on thursday. So I won't amend ma,if amend must pay $10 leh. HEH.

seconds of glory

2010-01-11T23:13:00.003+08:00

This is my 'boyfriend'

This is my 'girlfriend'

And,this is my humanities teacher!!

and..they're all....TALLER than me. -.-

-------------------------------

You can call me an idiot for worrying so much for the past few days. But when my name was announced,wow,guess what I did? Smile la! What else can I do! And stand. xD Damn happy siah,walao. When Miss Ho finished with the 4 distinctions people uh,come sec 5 one,that is 3 distinctions. Then I could hear 'Sophia Sophia' buzzing around from the boys sitting in front of me. Then really was my name leh!!!!! :))))) *sobs*

If only my parents were there. I wanted to ask my dad go one loh. But if fail then lao kui(disgraceful).

I shall write in my diary later. I don't wanna write so much here. Paiseh la. heehee

This morning uh,I woke up damn early,about 8+? Then I didn't wanna eat,got no appetite man. So I watched the news. After that I ironed my school uniform. WALAO,I thought I only had to iron my school uniform,then my mother gave me more! Haish,then ironed till like 11,I tabuleitahan(cannot take it),I kept thinking about the results loh!! I wanted to give up on ironing, man. K,then I finished ironing,I went to play bejeweled(I thought it was a good distraction). But no! I still kept thinking about it!! Woah sian liao loh,my heart keep thumping as if I am hammering the wall loh.

Then I went to pray,pray that whatever outcome-good or bad,I will have the courage and high life condition to accept it. And to have the peace of mind and calmness to sit in the hall to listen to the teacher ~~blabber~~. xD

I walked to school today. From my house. Yeah,from my house,I didn't type wrongly. I left at 120pm and reached at 2pm. I walked really slow,with my handphone walkman music in my ears. THE FINAL WALK. ;D

Alright,some people rejoice because of their good results. And some..cried. :( I don't know what to tell you for those who failed English/Math or who are just not satisfied with your results. Move on? Cuz there's nothing else you can do but just move on.

From the scale of 1 to 10,1 being very bad,10 being very good,I will grade my result as 5. Cuz it's not too bad and it's not too good. It's just satisfactory for me. I didn't get what I expected,but I know it's the best for me. I will learn never to slacken in my studies. And also not to be complacent and take things for granted.

There are really plenty of 'aiyah,I could've gotten...','aiyah,I should've worked harder'.A painful lesson learnt is that,JUNE HOLIDAYS SHOULD BE A REVISION MONTH ,NOT A PLAY MONTH.Whatever la,it's all over now and time to MOVE ON.

What a great day but it's coming to an end. Yep,all good things come to an end.

it's probably good that I didn't hear a word from you. :)

cry me a river-Michael Buble

2010-01-10T18:39:00.003+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG AND I THINK I LIKE MICHAEL BUBLE!!!!! It's pronounced as boo-bleah. NOT bubble.

So,I've gone to all poly open houses except RP. I went the TP one with Haziq!! Now he doesn't know whether to stay in his own institution or switch to poly. tsktsktsk. Haha. And when we entered,we didn't look for the goodie bag,instead,the goodie bag looked for us! Hahaha! xD

Tomorrow is the most dreaded day for most people I guess. Don't worry,we're all in this together! Sounds like High School Musical. -.-

My posts very emo meh??? Hahaha,okay,from now on,I try and promise that my posts will be a happy one,I will be optimistic no matter what happens!!!

Approximately 19 hours before I know what my future will be like.

Emo is just such a stupid trend that idiots follow because they think it's cool.

why resort to suicide?

2010-01-08T20:33:00.004+08:00

Today,I cheonged all the open houses except TP and RP.

RP-I had no intention of going since none of the courses I see interest me and they use an unconventional way of teaching(problem-based learning),which I think I wouldn't adapt to cuz I totally can't solve problems. xD

TP-NO TIME LOH. Stupid,had to go back to office return the key!! >:(

I may be going to TP tomorrow. :)

Actually my intention is to get the goodie bags... heehee,I very auntie right? dx But since I was already there,I might as well check out the courses that I was interested in. Basically,I checked out only 3 courses,1 course in each poly. Ngee Ann-psychology and community services. Nanyang-Social science(Social work). Singapore poly-Applied drama and psychology.

If I'm going TP tmr,I wanna find out about the psychology studies(COP-8points!!!). I know I CANNOTMAKEIT one. :( Nevertheless,I still wanna find out,and take goodie bag also la. ;p

So... now you know what kind of courses I'm interested in? ;D

It was just so timely that when I reached home somebody was attempting suicide. I shall show you the picture.

This was the crowd after everything was settled. So could you imagine what it was like during the process?

I was just standing in the middle of the road and kept on looking for I think 40 minutes? I've got loads of time.. ~~until monday~~
Then just now hor,those stupid aunties and uncles keep gossiping about that man.Haiyah so stupid la. Idiotic.
In the middle of it,I asked myself whether I should run when the man jumps or should I just watch and learn about how fragile life is?
Lucky la,he didn't jump. :)))
Walao,when the SCDF pump the thing hor,I very scared leh!! My imagination ran really wild loh!!
Wanna hear more? Can ask me. :P

Seriously la,life's not worth shortening. Let it end naturally. :)

liberation at last

2010-01-07T16:58:00.002+08:00

I KENA FIRED...

should I feel happy? I sorta saw the firing coming already. Got an earful scolding from boss,haiyah I totally can accept that. I deserve it what. But why me only siah? haha. Sigh never mind. I still have to go back to return the key.(Hope I won't bump into her manzxzxzx!!!)

SIGH... it's good to be fired. But like Edwin said,"we made one new enemy."

sigh sigh sigh...this wasn't the end that I anticipated. But then if I knew this was the way for me to be fired,I would've done so long ago! xD

I think I'm quite happy though,first time kena fired. xD

first birthday of 2010

2010-01-06T23:52:00.003+08:00

How great can a birthday celebration be just to have your family and friends with you?

Coincidentally,GuanShen and I wore the same shirt.

I could see from Wilson's facial expression that he was happy that he has all his friends and not forgetting his family with him to celebrate his 18th birthday.(what a significant age,don't you think so too?) See his happy face when we sang him a birthday song. HAHA.

The mini celebration would've been perfect if there weren't any uninvited guests. Like what I explained to Haziq the meaning of bwey pai seh. If I weren't ask to go,I wouldn't show up uninvited. I could have spoiled the whole thing. Whatever it is,I'm glad Wilson that perfectionist/gynae/birthday boy is happy. I was DA ORGANISER leh! hee hee first time organise something like that. Easy la,buy cake,buy drinks,sms people then done liao lo! ;D But if it's a big event thing,I would've died there. hahaha

Michael Buble's songs is just <333 ttm!! ;D

seems like I haven't really come to terms with you.

not my first day of school :(

2010-01-04T18:32:00.003+08:00

All the small kids are probably at home now and haiyah don't know what they're doing,all I know is today is their first day of school!
When's my school gonna start?? I wanna go to school... :( HAHAHA.

I pangseh all my friends at work today. I char bot my work today cuz... :)))) someone is not in town!! ;D(so obvious)

My bro damn zai,he's sick on the first day of school. Haiyah but then hor,first day of school is !@#@%$#&^$@ ... go through school rules-.- do all the stupid lame things. waste the world's time. I accompanied my bro to see doctor,so this is the excuse I'm gonna use. HEH HEH. I know it's very very irresponsible of me but then I already told her I wanna quit like long time ago! :(

Haiyah.. I woke up only at 11am manzxzx. I sleep at 215! Cuz I wrote my diary and listened to music. :)))) I wanted to wake up for a jog and it felt damn cold so I thought it was gonna rain and stayed in bed. ;)))) Hahaha. small kids small kids ~~~ you all still have to go to school,oh I just love rubbing it in. HAHAHA,I'm mean,I know,but in a cheeky way only. :)

So...small kids,how was school today! ;)

First Sunday

2010-01-03T22:55:00.004+08:00

Hee :) There were 4 sec5 students sitting at the last row. To my left was my primary school friend. He so dao loh. So I decided not to talk to him,and leave him out of the picture. :)
That was probably the last time I wear my school uniform. I doubt I'll be wearing it on results day. xD

After the Prize Presentation Ceremony....

I went to have my lunch at New York New York at Parkway Parade. It's okay if the price of the food are all too costly,it's okay that the air-con was kinda spoiled,it's okay with all the things we were unsatisfied of,BUT it's NOT okay when the service sucks like hell. I'm kinda getting bored of boys already luh. O:?? Hahaha. Those servers or waiters whatever you call them la,okay..service crew,they were all so IMPOLITE. No smiles,no nothing. SERIOUSLY,BOYS ARE SO DARN BORING. I don't think boys are suitable for this kind of jobs la. I do know only ONE man,my ex-manager who can smile,serve people well. But those over there,walao... as if I owe them US$1trillion. -.-

After New York New York,I spent $20 on ARCADE! It's been some time la. :)

Then... went to Scoopz.. and saw somebody from NDP'07 SJAB contingent. :))) I found her so familiar. heh. I ordered Mocha Float,which I don't think was a very wise choice.

And...took a shuttle bus home.

What a day. :)

All those small kids are probably sleeping now,or are they? I bet they're trying to sleep,thinking in their minds that they HAVE TO SLEEP NO MATTER WHAT CUZ THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW. hahahaha. :)

I shall go write my diary soon. After I die,those who wanna know what I've been thinking about can go read my diary,I don't mind. :))))

This is the song that I find very nice. It has very meaningful lyrics. :)

This is the part I like most:

Some people fight, some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all
If you wanna fight I'll stand right beside you
The day that you fall I'll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces

And this is the part that I wanna say to all my best palsssss. You know who you are. :)

1st day of 2010

2010-01-01T23:45:00.011+08:00

INTRODUCING... THE.... SIAO CHAR BOs. right-siao. left-char. centre-bo....that makes us.. SIAO CHAR BO!! <33333333 to the max!!

These two idiots always drive me crazy. But don't know why I've never been admitted to the wood bridge hospital. I think I know...cuz I got... BUDDHIST GOD PROTECTION!!!! d;
There was a someone uh,who tried to piss us of by being rude to us uh. Then uh,on my way home,I kept thinking uh,I thought I should chant for this person who's oh so rude. And chant for yu hui,Cami and me uh to have the magnanimous heart to ignore her and let her be luh. After all,Buddhism is about cause and effect. I chanted uh! d; I admit I was silly to swear when she pissed us off. k yu hui,you're right,I would blog about her.

I finally realized who are the people who really care.

2010 will definitely be a better year.
I'm determined to start the year right,start the first year of a new decade right,start everything right from now onwards.

new year countdown photos on my facebook.

Charge ahead,comrades.

2010-01-01T01:23:00.005+08:00

The last day of 2009 was spent with PAMELA. We did our secretive thing in the late morning and went searching for our diary book. Then went to find the depressive SiHui who said we dressed like we were going to 'bai nian'(home visiting during CNY). Guess what we wore! ;p

So..Pam mentioned that her officer wanted her to list 10 criteria she look for in a boyfriend. Then I suggested the 3 of us do that too. Just click on the picture below to see our criteria. It's rather stupid la. We all agreed that if we love that someone,no matter how poor/ugly/lazy whatever la,that you find him,the criteria will not matter.

This was the 2 bottles that we finished up!! Oh,Pauline and Wilson came without me knowing! Hahaha. Fun having them here!! Pauline and Wilson like couple like that loh,always bickering. Very cute one. :) Hahaha,but it seems like Pauline is the xiao mei mei ka chiauing the da ge. hahaha. I had a hard time buying this alcohol. (ask me if you want,I can't say it here!)

This was taken at about 12+ when they were going home! Just at the 3 1/2 level staircase. HAHA. Gosh,I really have to say,I look SLIM,though I know I'm overweight.

Wilson Yeo ALWAYS spoils the photo. -.-

Okay,Pam's staying at my house. I'd better let her use before she kills me!! Later we will set our new year resolutions. HAVE YOU SET YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS??

I'M GONNA STAY UP ALL NIGHT!! GONNA SLEEP LATER PROBABLY 5 OR 6 OR 7!!! WOOHOOOO!!!! Or don't even sleep at all and go meet cam and yu hui later!

YEAR 2010!!!!!! I wish this year will be a really good year. 2009 has been a really bad one for me in terms of academic and... you.. :(

I'm unofficially 18,WOW,6 more months,I'LL BE OFFICIALLY 18,I can buy cigarettes,buy alcohol,go clubbing... do all those bad things la! And I CAN GET MARRIED! xD Hahaha.

I really wish that all my friends and family members have a fabulous year ahead.

It's another cycle of 365 days. So.. 364 days to 2011. JM says wanna countdown with me at the end of the year. THAT'S SO FUNNY.

Pamela,Wilson,Pauline and my extraded mom also,were really great company just now,we really shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR when the clock strikes 12. So fun. I'll not forget I guess. More pictures when Pam gets home. Haha

It's a brand new decade! So,let's start the new year and new decade right! Gosh,the last decade I was only primary 1!! I must have been really cute!!!:D AHAHA

Here's Sophia wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR,and pull your ear. ;D

the problem

2009-12-30T01:41:00.003+08:00

Something I found at my workplace. Very sweet and meaningful right? Cheer yourself up by telling yourself this if you're unhappy,alright?

If only I was a determined person,I would've accomplished a lot of things..probably wouldn't even be stuck in a dilemma now.

We knowing each other was all a mistake. A very funny mistake. What do they say? People learn from mistakes right? Of course I'll learn from mine too.

I'm trying very very hard,I don't know if I can do it.

love

2009-12-28T23:11:00.004+08:00

BLOODY HELL! He's only 18!!!!

My love life has been too scandalous and speculative.

I was popped 3 random questions in a day.

From my band junior- 'do you have a boyfriend?'
From YiChun-'Have you thought of being a lesbian?'
From my brother-'Have you liked anyone before?'

Why man,why these questions? 'Cuz I've got no boyfriend,and it's time that I have one? 'Cuz I look like a lesbian to you? 'Cuz I might be liking someone,and it's weird not to be liking someone at the age of 17?

#1When the whole world was judging me,you stood up for me. But in the end,you're judging me too.

#2I trusted you with my secrets,and you revealed them.

Who else can I rely on? I give up.

SINGAPORE IDOL

2009-12-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

WHY DIDN'T SYLVIA RATONEL WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~WHY DID SEZAIRI WIN INSTEAD!!!!!??????~~

But I think,it's just gonna be like the most recent American Idol. Although Kris allen won,Adam Lambert's album sold more copies.

SYLVIA WILL DO BETTER WHEN HER DEBUT ALBUM COMES OUT!!!! BETTER THAN YOU!!!!!!!

SO,SEZAIRI,you're just lucky that you won Singapore Idol! No doubt you're good,but don't you think it's time that the males be more gentleman and step aside for the ladies to take the title of SINGAPORE IDOL?!?!!!!!!!

DON'T YOU THINK IT'S TIME TO BREAK THIS CURSE THAT IT'S ALWAYS A MALE SINGAPORE IDOL,A MUSLIM.MALE.SINGAPORE.IDOL???????? I'm not being racist,let me make myself clear. But it's like BORING. LACKLUSTER.(lack of brilliance)

FOR THREE CONSECUTIVE SINGAPORE IDOL SEASONS... SAME TYPE OF WINNER. -.-'

TIME FOR CHANGE!!! HASN'T OBAMA MADE THAT CLEAR IN HIS PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION!!!!

If there's ever gonna be a Singapore Idol 4,I think the outcome is predictable too la. UNLESS.... SOMEBODY... breaks...the CURSE! ;D

Lazy Saturday ;)

2009-12-26T18:32:00.004+08:00

Watch this MV okay! You'll never regret! It has got 9,156,230 views in just 2 MONTHS!! It just goes to show how popular this video is. Sad ending though. Haha.

I guess I haven't met you yet too? d;

So,how did you spend your Christmas? I spent it packing my things,throwing away the notes/worksheets/practice papers that I'd filed nicely and tidily in my files. I couldn't bear to throw it away in the first place. But then again,what would I keep it for? I've looked through them and kept some for my bro and the rest that I find unnecessary I throw. Those two yellow recycling bags are those unnecessary things. Oh,so I've been keeping them all along? Haha. They ARE unnecessary,but they WERE necessary. Understand? So I've decided to recycle them-SAVE THE EARTH ya know!

I'm reading a book that I've abandoned earlier this year. K,I'd abandoned 2 books,this is the last one. ;D The title is " The Chocolate Lovers' Diet" by Carole Matthews. In this book,the author says,

"Christmas is a great time of year if you're a happy,shiny person with no troubles in the world. For the rest of us(opposite of the mentioned qualities),it's the time of year that seems to show up your shiny little life in the worst possible light."

Think again,who in this world has 'no troubles in the world' at all???? Nobody. :)

So,today's boxing day. It's my paternal grandmother's death anniversary,I was only K2 then. Heh,wait ,stop,if you're feeling sad for me,don't. Cuz I barely knew her when she was alive. I wonder how the family reacted then. I was so young I didn't know what was happening. I only remembered the day after the cremation,my family and I went to collect the ashes and it rained heavily.

5 MORE DAYS TO NEW YEAR!!!

And... for those kids... 8 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL STARTS.

Lucky you kids,why didn't I have my long weekend when it was my new school year ! hmpf.

TOMORROW IS SINGAPORE IDOL GRAND FINALE. I REALLY HOPE THERE'S GONNA BE A FEMALE SINGAPORE IDOL. DAMN IT,SHOW THEM THE GIRL POWER THAT WE WOMAN HAVE MAN!
I don't really support anyone though.(AHAHAHA)

For those sua gus, who don't know what I'm talking about JUST WATCH CHANNEL 5 AT 8 PM TOMORROW,got it?

Tomorrow's such an exciting day!!! d;

Gimme sympathy

2009-12-25T15:20:00.005+08:00

hehehe,I got X'mas chocolates.;DDD One from Pamela,one from Yi Chun. I've finished eating them already. ahaha:D

Today is X'mas day,I've got to tidy up my room. AHAHA.

It's X'mas,how are you?

CHRISTMAS

2009-12-24T13:17:00.002+08:00

Yay,it's Christmas Eve! My bro say non-christians say X'mas,not christmas. Really uh? K,it's X'mas eve! Off day!:D

I'm currently at my godfather's house,I stayed over. I only slept at 4am,and woke up at 9am. Gosh,so sleepy now. My godbrother so cute loh. Early morning wake up keep calling for mummy,woke me up too. -.- haha.

I stayed up last night to read some of the poly courses,how to see the minimum requirements,COP,courses information etc etc. Hai,I still don't know where I wanna go,JC or poly? If I go poly,I only want those humanities courses. Others don't seem to be attractive enough for me to enrol. Or I don't think I'm up to it. I don't think I have the business brain,artist's creativity,scientists perseverance... etc. haha.

My godfather say if I'm not confident of GP,don't go JC. Go poly also can go uni,he say Singapore got a lot of uni,scared you no money study only. HAHA.

Hai..I'm stuck in a dilemma man. Have you all decided where to go? !! One minute I've made up my mind to go JC(telling myself it's just 2 years),then the next minute,somebody tells me the risk of failing A levels. One minute I've decided to go poly,then that yiling keep complaining about the overloading projects that are overwhelming her. Haha.

I'll make a wise choice come January. :) I really hope I can pass English though.

To all my friends doing temp jobs,school's starting soon! Quit your sucky job! School's better! d;

why can't I stop thinkinig of you leh?

boys boys boys

2009-12-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

Guess the singer!
that song is nice man

YAY YAY YAY! GUESS WHY I'M SO HAPPY!
First- MY BOSS DROVE ME HOME TODAY!:DDDDD
Second-CHRISTMAS EVE,CHRISTMAS,BOXING DAY AND SUNDAY-off days!!!!!
Third-PAY COMING SOON!!!!
and... the sophialin is so funny~~ hahaha. :D

haiyah.. the list just goes on luh...

so you see.. even if I was upset over that dad disagreement thing,it doesn't matter. There're other things that'll make me happy. :DDD

life's great,life's amazing,I live by this statement.
When they aren't,that means something or somebody is in the way. So,don't let anyone or anything affect you! ;D

The answer is... LADY GAGA!!

byebyebyebye I'm EUPHORIC!!!!

SINGAPORE

2009-12-20T18:28:00.004+08:00

I can imagine YuHui cursing and swearing me infront of her laptop now. And Cami saying,"omg,so ugly!!!" K,I wonder what they'll do the next time they see me. YuHui'll probably bash me up and Cami'll perhaps rattle on and on about how ugly the picture is and why I posted it.. :DDD YuHui told me not to post it on fb and blogger. :DDD
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Let's just start with Singapore is a multi-racial country where people of different races live,study and work together. There are countless examples of inter-racial marriages.

You know why I'm saying all these social studies thing???

'Cuz recently,I just brought a good male friend home for fun. Just talk and have fun,simply put.
I thought if it was just me and him,then my father would become suspicious of.. WHATEVER. So,I asked my brother to come home and stay in the room with us. I even opened the door so that whatever we did were not behind closed doors. After he left,my dad and my uncle were like policemen interrogating the 'suspect' and me being the 'suspect' just reluctantly answer whatever questions they had.

I don't understand what this fuss is about and what is it for. Just now my dad told me not to be close with him because of DIFFERENT CULTURE. We're just good friends,very far from going into a relationship,in fact,it's just impossible. Can't I just have a good friend of a different race?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!

I told my dad that he studies in a school that I might wanna consider going next year. And he's like so you wanna go school with him uh? Don't luh,I bring you. KNN!! Seriously,I'm freaking pissed off . I HAVE THE RIGHT TO OKAY!!! I DID NOTHING WRONG. I merely brought a friend home,introduce to my dad what kinds of friends I have ... AND THIS IS WHAT I GET.
ALL THESE FOR TRYING TO BE THE GOOD GIRL.

My dad even says something like study first la,you're too young for this kind of thing. COME ON LA,I'm already 17 years and 6 months old. 18 years old is 'marryable' already loh!!!!!!! WHAT TOO YOUNG. -.- You see the thing with parents? Like my mom,she complains that I don't tell her things I tell my friends. If I told her uh,I'll get nagging(it's fine,sometimes),but point is... SHE'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND FROM MY POINT OF VIEW.(Phew,luckily I've never confided to her about me wanting to fall in love ~~and wanting a bf~~.

FYI,Roger Federer dated his wife when he was 17,and got married when he was 27 or 28. :) See,classic example.

Fine,from now on,I'll just not let my parents know who my friends are. Maybe not my parents,HAIYAH HECK LA,although I've not tried on my mom yet,but I know what'll happen luh.

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

Irony

2009-12-19T02:39:00.004+08:00

Yay,I've finished writing my christmas cards.(cuz there're only 3-.-)

Yay again,the weekend is here!! But my weekend is so packed man. I don't have the whole of Saturday and Sunday for myself,but never mind,very soon,I'll be damn free!! Next weekened don't know need to work or not. Is Boxing day a public holiday?? If yes, then I got long weekend holiday uh!! woohoo!! Then Christmas eve is public holiday or not uh????

It's really ironic. I guess most people sleep in on their off days,but I don't! I sleep in on my work days,which is 6 out of 7 days. ;DDDD I'd rather be the outstanding one.(as always d; )

I'm super super ultra happy for BRYAN LIM~~yeowteck~~JUNYUAN for being promoted to SEC 5!!!! I thought he would retain again ya know! cuz GuanWen told me Bryan chose argumentative for essay writing. This shows that Bryan can ARGUE WELL uh!

Super random picture. But I have something to say..

I very long never hang out with JinHui already loh. He went cycling with Pam and GS never jio me!!!! hmpf,next time I take revenge. ;p kidding luhhh. :D

who are you?You're just another person.

CONVINCED

2009-12-17T16:17:00.007+08:00

No work today. :) Not because my boss gave me off,cuz I got woman's problem every month,so I decided not to go. hahahaha ;p So happy to stay at home and play games all day long. I woke up only at 1130 man. I couldn't sleep early yesterday what,cuz I ate like a pig.

I've been very fortunate man,my boss has been giving me opportunities to learn new things,learn new skills. On some days,she's been very tolerant of my performance too. xD HAHA. I really can't complain loh. Some people are slogging their lives out doing temp jobs working like 10 hours a day(that crazy ass Pam la). And I just work about 5-6 hours a day only. The on problem I face is people with RUDE PHONE MANNERS. AND,I seriously hate the words 'not' and 'interested' put together-NOT INTERESTED. You think I interested in you uh? ;p

I've counted,as of today,14 more days to new year. That means EXACTLY TWO WEEKS TO NEW YEAR. Wake up your ideas man. ;p I was looking at my new year resolutions I set for this year,almost all broken man. xDDDD Like I set one that I have to sleep at 1130pm max,but I slept at about 3 or 4 before. xDDDD hahaha. And I set like must read The Straits Times at least twice a week,some weeks I don't even read loh. And must read 1 book per week,walao,sometimes 1 month I only read 1 book loh. Haha,and what else uh? Oh the weight problem,stupid loh,been trying very hard,but to no avail,haiyah never mind la,I think I'll take it slowly. :D
Maybe this year hasn't been really that bad,maybe only because of some friendship problem lah. NOTE:it's singular. Never mind luh,it didn't kill me anyway. :DDDD It's quite unfair to that person and myself if I blame her or me that this year has been bad. so... all's well. :) Don't worry. ya know what? I'm very optimistic one ok! If it's over,then let it be. I seriously can accept it. cuz... IT WON'T KILL ME. :DDDDD

I shall do my new year post on new year eve's I guess. Time to do some reflections and ...oh.. CHRISTMAS CARDS!!:D hahaha.

Wow,I've never seen anything like this before,I think no one has man. Usually some music video glamorizes sex by potraying like kissing scenes,sex scenes kind of thing. But this is a bit unconventional luh,it's like a dance routine potraying sex,but not the common way-kissing passionately. heh. Shakira's hot man,and her voice is WOAPIANGEH!

just how can I stop playing Bejeweled???xDDDDD

birthday

2009-12-16T22:46:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ!
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeky eh!

This is the freeeeeeee ice cream from swensens(only on birthdays!) We ate until very full loh and then still got ice cream. Haha. I don't really like feeling full. Like got the filling feeling not very nice loh.Pamela call it sinful ahahaha!

let's go shopping sooooooon!

6 months exactly...

Coincidences

2009-12-13T17:53:00.011+08:00

I've had very funny coincidences for THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYS,with FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE.

The first:Friday 11 December 2009
I usually go to the ladies after work before I eat along the way while walking to the bus stop. But that day,I pushed the toilet door open and a lady was standing inside telling me that there were people inside the toilet,so I didn't wanna wait so I just walked to somewhere where I could find the ladies. So,I went to the International Building,the furthest that I can go cuz the MRT station was just beside the building. When I was done,I was finding my way out and saw SHI MIN(my kot senior) AND WENDY(my kot conductress). So damn coincidental can. Why didn't I go to the MRT station toilet? AHAHA.

The second:Saturday 12 December 2009
When I saw 'JOO KUN 1 MIN' I knew I had to run if not I would be late. So,I made an effort to run for it. .....and missed it.-.- Haziq was on that train that I missed.DAMN IT! He wouldn't have to wait for me if I caught that train. Then never mind,I waited for another train,for about 6 minutes. It was until the MRT door closed at City Hall station that I saw him. I was just looking at those people who'd just alighted from the train and watching the remaining people left,with a magazine in hand,our eyes met for one nanosecond and I turned my attention back to the magazine and turned back to look at him for another time. The both of us were like,"ehhhh!" And you know what he said to me? He said I changed a lot cuz I didn't look like a girl last time. -.- He was my primary school friend. If I'm not wrong,his name is shengwei. He used to bully me when I was in primary 1!! I hated him for that man!! Haiz,he probably doesn't remember. hahaha,bury the past man! haha:D

The third:Sunday 13 December 2009
For those who know me,I always cheong bus luh. So,this time I cheonged and boarded the bus and found SHINAS in the bus. She was going home,same as me. :) I don't know if another one counts,when we alighted,we saw ARIF,he was sitting at the bus stop,probably taking a break from his Sepak Takraw game at the community centre. They both live near my house luh,so I don't know if it's a coincidence. ;D

There are different themes each day. First:KOTEKITAI,second:PRIMARY SCHOOL,third:SECONDARY SCHOOL. What's next? My future post-secondary school friend/tertiary school friend? I wouldn't even know them. :)

blessing in disguise?

2009-12-13T01:24:00.001+08:00

I might have lost someone dear,but what the hell,I've gained much more ever since. I didn't allow us to drift apart,I tried my best. But it still boiled down to the inevitable. So what? It doesn't matter now. I can spend more time with other people who cherishes me much more than you did. I can let my humour entertain them and they'll definitely appreciate more than you did. You probably didn't see the effort that I was putting in. Maybe I was unlucky or maybe you were just blind. It's fine with me,ya know,that things turned out this way. I'm pretty much happier without you.

I thought we were best friends though. But like I said,it's fine with me. You didn't see us not talking as a problem. You thought it was normal,maybe for you,but not for me.I never thought that things would turn out this way anyway. Whenever there was a problem,we would talk. But since the final straw,it's the end of everything between us, end of our friendship,but definitely not the end of my world.

All the best in your life. I wish you to forget all about me,forget all about the happy times we shared together,forget them all that has got to do with me. I'll be really glad if you do just that. Yes,it's a pity(you didn't realise it),I know that. But I've had enough. I don't wanna keep thinking of whether we could be as close as the past. I know it's zero possibility. The past is the past. The past is over. I've decided on the present,and the future awaits,definitely without you.

Hey are you reading? Just make a quiet exit from my life(maybe you are already doing it),and I'll be grateful for a million years.

probably all these are a blessing in disguise.

asshole

2009-12-12T02:03:00.001+08:00

I'm just so cross with someone.

But the good thing is,THE WEEKEND IS HERE,but not to stay. haha

Work yesterday was good,I had company!!:DDD

Why do people not believe me that life's great,life's amazing?? It really is. As long as you don't let anybody or anything get in the way. :D

I'm gonna be optimistic.

Persuasion

2009-12-09T10:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was by far... the.BEST.work.day.EVER.Though it was longer than before. I fixed like the the most appointments(my own record) yesterday. And my colleague was having maggi mee so I had the sudden urge to eat it after work. And I tell you,the way I ate it,is damn...you won't believe it. I crossed the road dangerously again to 7-eleven. Then I bought chicken flavour maggi mee. I was walking to the bus stop and eating loh. Haiyah,the people at Tanjong Pagar don't really care much about me(not that it matters),they're all office people and they're just too busy to care luh. haha,so it was nice,walking and eating at night,so quiet,it was way after knocking off time already I guess,so there wasn't a lot of people. (:

When I haven't finished eating,I ate at the bus stop to find that the bus I was waiting for wouldn't stop there.... -.- So I walked further down and saw something.

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I was trying to take a very nice shot and the security guard came and told me I couldn't take pictures. See that asshole's name down there? I wanted to share with him,but then things turned sorta nasty at home. I can't stand him these days. sianzzz

There are only 2 people I look forward to seeing at home after work. As for the other two....

I tried sleeping early this morning but I couldn't!! I only slept at 230am. I was listening to some music on my handphone,and they were niceee.Thought about things too(as always).

Everyday when I report to work,there's this LCD screen that will say how many days left to new year,yesterday was 23,today should be 22. Like I care~~~ I really wanna get done with this year and start a brand new year. This year has been really bad.....bad bad bad and bad,no other words to describe. Every year I hope I could count down with some people but nah,it never happened. I hope I can this year,it's a BRAND NEW DECADE my friends!!! ;D

Oh I'm reading this book 'Things I want my daughters to know',I abandoned it earlier this year cuz maybe I thought it was boring,and started reading again,gonna finish it soon!!

life's great,life's amazing,cuz I want it to be that way.

Moody,sad-why?

2009-12-06T01:00:00.010+08:00

About 20mins after I bought long island,I got a call from a police. I was like gosh calm down,I did nothing wrong. It was because of a friend luh. so stupid,I mean the police.

I started drinking infront of the computer..

It took me a long time to finish drinking

About 1 hour +++ then I finished drinking...

How did AngYiLing drink 3 bottles of long island in 15 minutes? I REALLY WONDER. Now I'm drowsy/tipsy/drunk. Whatever you call it. But I'm still fully aware of what I'm doing. I'm blogging,facebook and youtube. I'm not really drunk right? ;) The alcohol content is about 11%,quite low right? Damn,can't go clubbing. Now I know why people say,"when you drink,don't drive."

While drinking,I was chatting and playing games with SophiaLin almost all of the time,and then yiling called to asked if I was drunk. ahaha.

I may be drinking again,and I may not be drinking again..... see my mood. Anybody wanna join me? I'll be glad with a company.

Seriously,I don't know what I'm up to......

The drunkedness is very short luh. Maybe I should try beer,or a lower alcohol content one. I've come to a conclusion that....

DRINKING ISN'T A SOLUTION.

It's the weekend!!

2009-12-05T03:12:00.004+08:00

Oh finally,it's the weekend!!!! I've been waiting for this day man.
Gosh it's already 3.20AM in the morning,and I've just finished watching new moon online(since I couldn't find anyone who wants to watch it in the cinemas). I wouldn't say it's not nice,it's just that I already know what would happen cuz I've read the story before,so it's not as exciting as reading the book luh. (: But anyway,I think it's worth the watch.

mmm,I've got to wake up at 9AM later,that's about 4-5 hours later. How am going to survive with so little sleep? I think I will get over it luh. After work I'll go watch Couples Retreat with HAZIQ!! It's an NC16 show. How long have I been pass the 16 years old age? And I still have yet to watch a NC16 show.

Tsk,and in probably about 6 months time,I'll turn 18,heh heh,I'm gonna watch R18(is that what you call it?) show. So exciting.

The insomnia has been contributing to the mood swings man.

On the 1 1/2 hours or so of bus ride on the way home,I was holding a book in my hand,but I wasn't reading. I was thinking... thinking... thinking of those good ol' days. I really miss those times. Apart from that,I have nothing much to say. However much I think and dwell,I think it is pointless. But I can't control my thoughts. It's been about half a year already I guess? ....mmm gotta do something about this man.

I still haven't get my long island. hais,maybe later tonight,when I feel like spending about 10 bucks for just an alcoholic drink,I would head down to the nearest Cheers stall to buy one and drink myself to sleep. Reward myself for working so hard for this week. (:

only time will do the recovery

REFRESH

2009-12-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA YEO JUN WEN!!!!!!
You know,I seldom do birthday posts,but because you're my super super super good friend,I'm doing one for you although I know you don't really come to my blog already. HAHA. I guess by the time you see this post you would have opened the gift that I amateurishly wrapped for you. :D

This was taken on the most recent Sunday when we used Mahjong chips as money for poker! HAHAHA,we're creative and inventive right? ;D Red is for $10,yellow is for $5,green is for $1.

I started using a laptop for work!!! ;D Felt very professional. :D hahaha.

YES!!! I SAVED MY MSN!!! One day,don't know what happened,I couldn't sign in to MSN,then I cleverly found the problem and resolved it. ;D

AND...

YES!!!! IT'S FINALLY 3DEC,yes apart from Pam's birthday,it's the premiere of NEW MOON!!! hohoho,apparently,nobody I know is interested in watching. :( I probably have to watch it alone maybe later in the evening after my work,aye,I'll find the time to watch luh.

It's December!

2009-12-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS. Okay,it's a little bit early to say,but whatever,IT'S ALREADY DECEMBER! In a few weeks time,the N level results will be released,and in about a month and a week's time,O level results will be released! But currently,I guess I should be sitting down probably in the midnight,when it is quiet,to think about NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

I went to PP after work to buy somebody's present. And I went to 77th street and saw this very nice 3/4 that I like!!!!!!! .......but I didn't buy. ahaha,haiyah,I think I gotta learn to be frugal and not be a spendthrift la. I'm not a rich gal,man.

I actually told my boss today was my last day,then she psycho me to continue working. AHAHA. okay,and now,I've got more work to do. GREAT,more money,less time,less life,but can enjoy more at the end. Understand? No? It's okay.

I've been sleeping like 0100 every night coz me and my bro watch shuang tian zi zun at 1200 almost every night.

maybe some misconceptions

my dear friend

2009-11-30T13:03:00.001+08:00

Chances given,
you threw them away.
Chances taken
away,
you complain.

what is this?

Fairness? Think again.

2009-11-28T16:51:00.005+08:00

I've finished reading The Innocent Man! I got the details wrong though. Nobody was killed but Ron Williamson and Denniz Fritz,the two suspects of killing Debbie Carter were imprisoned for more than a decade for a crime they did not commit. And Ron was almost executed!!!!!!! WTH!! It's really a thrill to read John Grisham's books. My heart just keep pumping at the speed of 3.0 X 10 ^8. Just kidding. Haha. I have to keep away from John Grisham's books and other crimes/mystery/law books for the time being. In the midst of reading,my moods were somehow unstable. I don't know why la,but I think it's quite stupid to be affected by a book. Bear in mind,it's a non-fiction book. :)

My computer is restored once again. :D Some people told my bro click this click that and it's done. haha.

mmm,went to pool/IT fair/Whitesands with the usual guys yesterday. Admittedly,I'm getting tired of arcade already,but never getting tired of the people. ;DDDD IT fair was scary I tell you. The crowd. Let me show ya something.

This was how the crowd looked like at expo MRT station yesterday. people mountain people sea. ren san ren hai. -.- And yes,it's not worth it for people like him .AHAHAHA We actually went to the IT fair with a motive,not to spot bargains. AHAHA.

Most of my friends are either working/overseas,mmm,I'm working already,telemarketing luh.

A baby of 1 day of age died,I saw it in the orbituary section of the newspaper. How unfortunate. And how loving and caring his parents are.

confused~

contradicting mindset

2009-11-25T14:25:00.005+08:00

I just threw away my job this morning. RAH,cannot say so much over here la. Interested? Ask me personally. Some people post about their jobs on their blogs and unfortunately,the blogs were found to be read by their employers and they were fired man. SO,to play safe,I'd better not say anything.

I really find this 'job hunting' very irritating uh. One minute I wanna get a job,and the next I don't want. WTH is wrong with me. I have a lot of worries on my mind I guess. If I don't go out and work,the electricity bill would definitely increase loh,coz I keep watching TV. And I will become unproductive member of the family. Walao. Job,job,job,you are such a vexing thing. HURRRR...

I couldn't sleep!!! I only slept at 4am and woke up at 7+++!! I guess I'm suffering from insomnia. This has happened for a few times already man! So scary,I'm afraid that I'll have a physical breakdown la.

Meanwhile.. reading book,John Grisham-The Innocent Man. So exciting man. It's a non-fiction book. A person was sentenced to death for a murder he didn't commit. The author described the murder scene until so yucky lah. I can picture it in my mind man.

putting out the fire with an extinguisher?
it's too late.

job security

2009-11-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

I've got myself a job! Events promoter. I don't know what's that man,training starts tomorrow. 9.30am-6.30pm man!! THAT'S 10 HOURS!!!! At least I can go home and watch my evening shows luh. :D MONDAY TO SATURDAY YOU KNOW!!! I shall only disclose this much,wanna know more? Ask me,private and confidential luh. :p SATURDAY I still got telemarketing,7-10PM! I'M A JOB CHEONGSTER MAN!!!!

I went to 'support' Edwin today at the Food Fair. He so slack loh! Don't even need 'moral support'. Hahaha. I bought some things too. Er...what do you call that? It's called ji ma wu in Chinese,in English should be,something seasame I think. yah. And,Vietnam coffee,I tried the sample and decided to buy it. :D

No more lazing around at home anymore.. awww... I've decided,I will buy an iPod touch,but not so soon. :D

FIGHTING!

If you cared,you'd have called long ago.

2009-11-23T16:11:00.004+08:00

My computer monitor screen is SCREWED UP. I'm using Safe mode to blog. WTH,who uses safe mode to use the computer? My monitor keeps flashing this thing when I start the PC,"PLEASE CHECK PC DISPLAY SETTINGS",it keeps flashing in blue and the entire screen is in black. Anybody knows how to deal with this idiotic message????? HELP HELP!! rah.

I've finished watching BOF. gujunpyo so stupid. gujunhui SO COOL!!!!

now,we're not talking,
10 years down the road,
we'll probably have 2 words to say
to each other
when we meet on the streets coincidentally
"Hi,bye."

one more time?

2009-11-18T03:33:00.000+08:00

Allan's chalet was quite anti-climax. I didn't expect it to be like this. Haha,but still I appreciate his effort for preparing the corns and heating up the hotdogs for us. :D I expected us all to be at his chalet eating and eating and watching TV and eating and eating,until probably 11. But we left at about 8+++ to play POOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! My new found love. And so,corns and hotdogs were my dinner. It was enough man.

I must say,that I've improved quite a lot in playing pool. :DDDDD Seriously,I first played it in June this year,I didn't even know how to position the stick?? And I'd always anyhow aim....and tyco the ball got in. ;D Now I CAN AIM!!! Not very accurately though. hahaha. Let me tell yeh,if you wanna play pool,you must have PATIENCE. You cannot rush to get a ball in!! RAH!! KAH MING AND JERROLD were rushing me and Paul to finish up the game!! I had a purple ball to clear and Paul had to clear the black ball. THEY KEPT RUSHING US. It was easy to get the ball in with proper aiming,I TELL YEH. But,RAH!! I could've won!!! Great game though,Paul's always 'just ram only'. That means hit the ball hard if you cannot get it in one of the holes. -.-

At about 2300+++ went to play ARCADE!!!!:DDDDD On the way to Allan's chalet,it started pouring,so we played awhile before we went. That was about 6+ and I didn't see the time until it was 7+. Gosh,time flies when people have fun. :( So 2300+++ I was still NOT at home,STILL playing,RACING at the arcade. :DDDDD fun man. I finally know how to drift,not very pro though. I must still learn how to use the manual mode of racing. :DDDD gynae's VERY into the basketball thing. And the drum thing with Edwin was fun!!:D

So,we left at about 10 minnutes before 0000? And LUCKILY we caught the last bus. We could've taken 17 from Downtown East,but somebody was thirsty so we walked to the interchange and bought drinks,and just when we were nearing the control station,the manager said that station was close already!!!! I thought I COULDN'T GO HOME LA!! I was thinking of taking cab. Paul got a scolding from his dad for not going home earlier. At first his father wanted to come and fetch us,then we saw the 'LAST BUS 0020' at the 17 waiting point. I LOOKED AT MY WATCH AND IT WAS 0023. But the last bus was LATE!!:DDDD So we took the last bus home!!!

On the bus,I remember that the last bus for 225 would be gone for sure, and I remembered that my bro was going home late too,so I asked him to wait for me at the bus stop. :D We walked home together. :D I said I would reward him for waiting for me so I treated him MCDONALD. Before that,had to withdraw money for HIM la,and we passed by CHEERS. I thought about the LONG ISLAND,and asked my bro to buy,he looked more like 18 than I do though. I thought we made it when the cashier took the long island,but she said no alcohol to be sold after 12. -.-!!!!! That time was proably 30 minutes before 0100. !!! so angry!!!

Nvm loh,treated that KING MCDONALDS. I had a free BIG MAC!! coz of the monopoly thing la. I had to open my mouth damn wide to eat it la. There was a soccer match going on,BRAZIL VS ENGLAND. It should be 'live'. Guess what! His school mates were there too. And they thought I was his girlfriend. -.- This shows that we do not resemble each other. AWWW SO SAD!! His friend was saying,'zegna got new girlfriend.' =.=" Fortunately,he could see me as a girl. GOOD.

And we reached home at 0138. We didn't get a scolding though. Maybe later... hahaha,it's 0316 now,WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I STAYED TILL SO LATE??? :DDDD HAhaha,I'll finish the last few pages of Goblet of fire before I sleep,it would be around 0430 or 5 by then?

I'll probably go play Basketball at tenaga later in the afternoon.

EDWIN,HURRY,I WANNA PLAY MAHJONG! :p

What a great day. Never been home so late. Never been home so late together with my bro rather. :DDDDDDDDDDD He teach me bad,not me. ;p Never ate at the mac at 0100++. Never played at the arcade so late at night. Never played pool at the rate of $9/hr(but we split the price la,we paid $4 per person only). :D Never never never.. :D

When I grow up,I'll not have time to do all these. I'll probably stay up late to finish up on projects/reports later on in poly,burn the midnight oil to mark student's homework..... hahaha.. The future looks exciting,but I don't wanna know it YET,I will uncover it when the time comes....meanwhile...ENJOY IT WHILE I STILL CAN.

P.S.cam and hui flying off....... leaving me in Singapore.. tsk.