........so,my exams have started. 25% weightage. I spent my whole holiday studying,focusing most of my time on Math and Physics and today,Math was .... not difficult,and not easy. I realize,no matter how hard I practise,if I don't practise the tough questions,I'll never improve. Whatever,that was math,always have been a challenge.

Yesterday. It was Economics and Chinese. Until the end of the June holidays,only then,did I started to study for Chinese. I wanted to give up,but I didn't,pats on my back for that. :) Hopefully I can get an E. ..........And Econs.... :( Before the paper,my teacher told me I did quite well for the previous test,so it kinda spurred me on to do even better for promo1 paper,but when I attempted for a B for Econs,gosh,I really don't know how I will fare. :(

Sometimes,you don't reap what you sow,and that's really sad. But I think whatever we face in life,we may fail,we may succeed. One thing's for sure-nobody succeeds all the time. We all will fall,and sometimes we don't feel like getting up. But we have to.

So,after 2 days of exams,my optimism is still flagging even though I have a premonition that I won't do very well. So what? You fall,you get up. If you fall again,YOU GET UP AGAIN,until you gain a strong footing. And,if I don't make mistakes,WHAT AM I GOING TO LEARN? Exams really teach me many life's lessons. Makes me think what the hell am I doing this? And there's a answer for that. Just like there's a reason for every thing that happens.

2 more H2 papers and I'm done for promo1,I can imagine what it'd be like when the results are released. Doesn't matter. No fear,we'll win the war,somehow,some way,someday,maybe not now,but soon. :)