I'm gonna spend some time blogging. Spare me some time to read my post okay? :)
The reason why I'm blogging now is largely because I feel quite stupid. Now, I know you must be thinking,oh come on,you're not! Haha,okay,hold that thought. I'll tell you why I feel stupid.
I spent the entire Sunday afternoon studying for my Physics test only to fail the test this morning. What frustrates me most is that I wrote the CORRECT answer but I changed it because my gut feeling told me it was wrong. I REALLY COULD'VE PASSED THAT DAMN BLOODY TEST IF NOT FOR MY GUT FEELING.
What they say is true,half the battle is won when you believe in yourself. I kept telling myself that I'd fail the Physics test but I'd try to pass. I'd already set my mind on failing,why try to pass then?
And,I'm the only person who failed in the class. The teacher could still say IN MY PRESCENCE ,'NEARLY everyone pass.' Seriously,a teacher can build up a student's self-esteem AS WELL AS destroy it.
My dear Haziq can still say I passed and I got an E. Yeah,right,but mathematically,FAIL.
Tomorrow is 2.4KM run,I'VE LEARNT MY LESSON. I'M GONNA TELL MYSELF THAT I CAN PASS I CAN PASS AND I CAN PASS!!!!!!! ...then I'll pass. :D It's a matter of the mindset. :)
Seems to me that some of my sec5 classmates are adapting to a whole new environment in their polys. :) How did I adapt to MI life uh? Hahaha,I didn't seem to face the problem some people faced,like... can't communicate with classmates. Hahaha,and some wanted to go back to secondary school life.
Whilst secondary school years are said to be the best of one's life,I'd like to stick to my current school. Know why? Coz I've finally adapted to a brand new lifestyle! :)))
I've been failing most of my tests in MI...how? Withdraw,but Poly is no easier. Then what? Stay on la. Haha.
Sometimes,unhappy incidents happen,like when getting back a failed grade test paper. I would always remember what Mr Ibrahim once said to the class,"A conqueror's success is not measured by how many battles he'd won,but how he bounces back from failure. " And,when I face tough times,I would also remember him saying,"The darkest hours is just before dawn."
I'll never forget a teacher who'd made such a great impact on my life. <3
I remember how my class used to dislike his lessons not because he suck,but his teaching sucks. He's a really nice guy. I used to tell my sec5 classmate that he's a great man but not a great teacher. That classmate of mine said I was bad. >:(,I was merely stating the fact.
I shall not allow failure to defeat me,instead I should let it bring me to greater heights!!