
I deleted my previous post coz it's no use lamenting loh. I don't know if the weather directly affects my mood. I think yes leh. After 2 weeks of hiatus,I don't know what to blog alraedy. I wanted to try to create a record for myself for not using the computer for 3 weeks,but this is only the second week.Haiyah,at cami's house nothing to do,then use com loh. It's a lenovo mini notebook. :)
Sometimes,I feel really sad,really really sad,I feel so helpless. Maybe I'm a failure,failure in certain aspects like,not being able to adapt to changes? In the beginning,it was still okay,but after some time,it's difficult la. I don't know if I'm over-sentimental. I'm confused,I don't know what my next step should be. Did I take you for granted?? Have I not spared a thought for you before?? I don't know what to do anymore. :(((( Should I just let it go???? But then it's like such a pity... don't know la,so troubled. Nothing have changed when we talked,but there's a change that you may not have noticed. I really miss you,miss shouting your name along my classroom corridor,miss waiting for you to appear after your mt/pe class,miss going to school with you,miss telling you the funny things that happen in class,miss making fun of you,miss teaching you,miss listening to your complaints,miss sending you home,miss the bus stop that we always wait for bus at and when the first bus came,I didn't usually board the bus(too reluctant to leave you alone;p),miss hooking your hand,miss your short forms,miss your tiny little cinderella feet,miss you pinching my face,miss talking to you on the phone until my ear burn,miss listening to your singing of jay chou's songs,miss delaying to hang up the phone,miss pissing you off when I keep irritating you,miss your everything,miss your 'can you sleep earlier' scoldings,miss your saying 'I miss you' when we've only met a few hours ago,miss your different ways of saying 'I love you',miss your lameness,miss your quietness,miss....miss...miss...I guess I'll just continue missing... and I have missed a lot already. I know.

This bus stop brings back nostalgic memories.