Have you ever wondered how your life would turn out if you have been raised by a different set of parents? I always wonder what I will turn out to be if I have been raised by educated parents. I am not ashamed about my parents' education caliber,and I am very much content with whatever I have right now;be it friends,family,material possessions and well,the most important-academic results. Sometimes I just wonder,would I be an outstanding ballet dancer,talented musician,gifted mathematician if I had educated parents? Would my brother and I be child prodigies in RI and RGS,respectively? However,do all of that matter?

So what if I am no child prodigy? So what if I am not outstanding,talented or gifted in any way? Do they matter?

If I had been a child prodigy which I will never be,even in my next life,next next life,next next next life,next next next next life...........I do not know what will become of me. I would not be blogging now,while listening to "Time for me to fly" by Jonas Brothers,and now it is "Play my music." I would not be chatting on the phone like there is always a tomorrow. I would not be swearing when I lose my cool. I would not experience the struggles of a teenage student trapped in a neighborhood school,at the age of 16 years,8 months,16 days old. Now playing:"When you look me in the eyes." I just would not do whatever I am enjoying now! So,sometimes,it is always a blessing in disguise. Perhaps,a child prodigy would be longing to lead a life like mine. :D Hey child prodigy,you wanna trade? Wait long long.

It is because of my parents that I become more mature in my thinking.(well,some of you may be laughing your ass off now. I KNOW. Stop it. :P ) Well,they do not really give me the answers that I want. I find them out myself. It is because of them that I wanna strive for excellence.(school core value,I know.) It is because of them that I wanna carve out a bright future for myself. It is because of them that I know family is the most important of all,not your friends. Ahhhh,well,stop guessing if you have,in some ways, offended me. I just thought about some people placing their friends as TOP priority,which is....... I do not know,foolish? Apparently,it is difficult to find an appropriate word to condemn them. Well,I admit that I HAD been one of them.

I am not lamenting about life is this or life is that. I am just...mmm...on this rainy day...pondering......

Alive and kicking until now... my greatest regret is that I have not picked up an instrument(let's put tuba aside),and following closely,I have always sighed and thought..."if I have studied more conscientiously in primary school." I have no time for regret though! Don't look back and feel remorseful;what is done cannot be undone. The cliche:don't cry over spilled milk. Whatever that has happened,cannot be relived. How I wish life could be like a DVD player,able to be rewinded and forwarded.

It is the third day of March study week(not holiday,mind you). I have not touched any of my homework 'coz I've been reading New Moon over the weekend. Joan is siao la,finished Twlight in four HOURS. I cannot imagine how she read,probably like the speed of a vampire. ;P

don't take my heart and put it on a shelf