Today,25 august 2008,seemed to be a better day than all those days that I went through feeling so lost. However, it was such an anti-climax. I thought of char botting school but I guessed I was going to get back some papers. So,I decided to go to school. Wrong decision made. SILLY decision. That stupid !#%& didn't sit for his prelim exams. So,because of HIM,we couldn't get back our papers. Stupid,I could've stayed at home and studied on my own or just slack my way through the day.

Physics
"those people who are at the top,who are usually performing well are not performing well this time round. I hope this is not due to complacency." This was what Ms Sunarti said. I don't know if it's me. I'll know it tomorrow. So,wish me all the best!

Chemistry
12 failures. I hope I'm not one of them... I sincerely hope I didn't disappoint Mr Lee too. I hope I can meet his expectations too. I tried my best already. That is all that I have to say.


*Mr Ibrahim walks in to the classroom.*
*Sophia was sitting right at the front row of the class room,just beside SH(not shhh,but Si Hui).*
*Mr Ibrahim stood in front of Sophia*
*Sophia tried to peep at the results of her horrendous humanities*
*But she failed*
*Sophia asked Hifzhan to look at her score*
*20*
*Sophia assumed it as 20/50*
I had mixed feelings and I teared a little. I couldn't believe at that point of time. How many times have I done questions on conflict in Sri Lanka? I suppose..2nd time! And plus all those practices..how could I get such a low mark?
*T.T*
*"I studied for it..!!! I DON'T DESERVE THIS!!!"* That went through my mind.
*Bell was gonna ring*
*Sophia ran up to the teachers' table to ask about her result*
*Mr Ibrahim,"you pass,you pass,don't worry"*
phew...BUT HIFZHAN SAID I GOT 20(20/25 la)!! Ahhh..nvm..long story.
So,geog and SS..pretty okay I suppose.

math- Mdm Tao was just scolding and scolding my class. She was trying to hint about how badly we'd done for our math prelim. She said we were not working hard enough for it. In addition, she said that some of us are prepared to re-take it next year. Then came this sudden comment about me.
"Sophia is picking up fast. She comes to me for worksheets and she asks questions whenever I'm free."
What has this got to say about my prelim result? I heard it was good. Around a B grade. That's gonna be a C grade at the O levels since my school standard is so low(I assume). But,well.. I shall let nature take its course... how do you say that in Chinese?

English
" I heard it was not good"<- Ms Sultanah. And the day went by... Cleared detention owed. It was kinda fun. But NOT WITH THAT GIRL BESIDE ME. After detention, went to LJ@PP(Long John,not what you're thinking) to eat. The last time I ate long john was....DEC 15'07!! whose birthday arh~~~ Today is a good day. I hope tomorrow will be as good as today. We shall see.. Tomorrow...... I HAVE POA LESSONS. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I really hantam all the questions la. ANYHOW DO. hurrrr... nvm.... Shall I stop blogging for the time being? haha..since N level is like 9 days,or should I say 8 days away since it's about 11.18pm now. blah..


I don't wanna share.

And I'm gonna wake up at 5(cross finger,I really hope I can) to watch the Oprah Winfrey Show,which will talk about how to spend the last day with your loved one. Something like that. LOL.

It's 11.41pm. You used to chase me to bed and be angry when I told you I stayed up till 2,3,4am. But now...it's all so different. Maybe I should learn to think positively.