Having the guts to admit is a winner.
Hiding the guts to admit is a loser.
I'm a winner,but in the eyes of yours,I'm a big big loser.

'Where I belong' was the first song to be sung at the Marina Bay. You know why?
Because... it's MY blog song.
;D

.....and so... I'm left stranded alone,what shall I do today?

I'm feeling the emptiness yet again. Any suggestions on what I should do?

I wanna get L1b2=3 points for prelim and N levels. However,by looking at how I wrote my essay,fat hope. I had the confidence earlier this year that I could achieve the unachievable. Gradually,I began to lose hope,confidence,determination,courage,wisdom...do you want me to go on? Everybody seem to be turning their back on me,that doesn't really matter. It really does NOT matter. Well,SJ,I know it's all me. I was overly sensitive about the issue that caused our friendship to be on the rocks. Jealousy is the root of all problems. I'm confused. I don't know how I should continue to talk to you. It takes 2 hands to clap. I suppose it's all OUR fault that things turn out this way. Every time I see you,I tell myself to act graciously. It always turn out to be otherwise. Every time I see you talk to ______... I just can't help but feel...... I think I will get 10 points for prelim and 11 points for N level..and next year..off I go to ITE. Double the points of what I got for mid-year.

I salute those who learnt to let go,'coz you are strong.

To whomever concerned,
If I have caused you to have suicidal thoughts,I'm sorry.
If I have caused you to feel lonely,I'm sorry.
If I have cause you to have the wrong idea,I'm sorry.

To you,
If I have caused your friendship with your friends,I'm sincerely and deeply sorry.

And to everybody on Earth,
I'm sorry if I have hurt your feelings because of the way I speak or behave. Every day before I step out of the house, I tell myself that 'today is a good day,and I will take every opportunity to change in the most significant and insignificant way', but...every day,I fail and disappoint all of you.

Every time I tell myself that I MUST be a good daughter,classmate,friend,sister,mummy. BUT HOW DID IT TURN OUT?

I'm sorry. If you think that I owe you an apology and that I have yet to give,I'm sorry. If you are still not happy... I'm sorry...

I have nothing else to say.. but..



I'M SORRY.

And by blogging about how apologetic I am on the blog.. I know I'm the biggest coward in this world...










I'M SORRY...




Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go

after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say