Rah! Supposedly,we were going to Orchard to view the beautiful christmas decorations..But my brother wanted to go Bugis buy his stupid bag!!!And it was me who suggested to go out!!!
If he didn't go we would have gone to Orchard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT YOU IDIOT.
I am freaking angry with HIM now..
you know he hurled vulgarities at my mom!
and then throw tantrums...
we fought.
then when we reached Bedok Interchange,I walked home,crying.
but I felt better after awhile..
reached home at 12AM..then still got scolding from dad.
he said"xiao shi qing"
what xiao shi qing..freaking pissed now..
of course to him is xiao shi qing..
to me is da shi qing..
nvm..
I shall let it go..
hope he doesn't come home tonight...
I HATE HIM...
WHY.
I bought my school bag.
Mummy bought for me.
abit she chose for me .
aiyah..
'coz the one I wanted she said was too boyish. -.-
mummy bringing me to Orchard next week..
I damn freaking learnt my lesson NOT to bring HIM.
we FOUGHT in the bus..
he whacked my head then I whacked his back..
and he whacked mine back HARDER.
damn it.......!!!!!!!!!
I think somebody has knocked some sense into me...
just now mummy called and I felt like crying..... :'(
and I teared a little...
WHY
why do I cry so much lately?!
even a small scene in shouzu made me almost cried....
do you have anti-tears medicine?
I think I need one...
and.......only after I cried I will feel better...WHY
I have a goodlife,a good family,and ,goodfriends.....
I have nothing to fear